Woo.. sch was nice cos i miss-ed some lessons to pei him.. haha.. went to eat at mensa.. then pei him at library lo.. time was flying everyting was good.. till...


sch ended early and there was a total change in him.. he didnt reli tok, didnt hold my hands and we were totally like 2 strangers.. we went to vivo and i voiced out my feelings and tinkin.. at first i thought i couldnt change him.. but i dun noe wat.. he juz changed.. i was crying agains la.. expected right.. of course he did mention some hurtful words but they are not tt harsh.. and finally... i got it out from his mouth.. it was cos of his fren who was goin to KL to work.. and the job he found was payin him high.. and dear was tinkin of goin to join him and juz leave me here.. and worst come to worst, our stroy shall end.. sighs.. he told me tt he was tinkin abt it.. and so his focus was not on me cos no matter how hard i tried to cheer him up on the way, there was no result at all!! sianzz..

i noe tt he did all these is for our future.. but i rather everyday go with bread and other stuff i also dun wan to leave him!! no way i shall let him do tis sacrisfy cos it is not worth it.. our future is not juz about being about to live comfortably wif loads of money, it is also abt the time we spent together and the love which keep our fire buring!! u get it???
♥ Done & Loved ♥