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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
@ 9:19 PM
boo!! i have gone missin for a few days i guess.. lol.l super busy la.. haha.. was busy goin out yea.. hehe.. met him on mon and tue.. todae is wed... and tmr i goin to c him again yea.. lol.. super miss him when not wif him lo.. hehe.. he accompanied me take train yest after dinner at tampines mall de fish and co.. yum yum.. i reli like the fish and chips there!! hehe... i have reli nv thought tt one fine day. there wil be a guy who sits beside me and pei me through the long journey from sch to home or vice-versa.. so i was reli happy and i could feel how blessed i was..!! thank god for everyting yea.. hehe..


todae maths tutorial was disatrous.. yanni joined us since she got nth to do... dun noe y allof a sudden yiwen and yanni started arguin wif tt teacher.. i wasnt reli listenin as i was busy copyin jap's stuff yea.. but when i look up.. i saw the teacher's face not veri good le eh..haiz..then somemore todae they goin to c director abt changin teacher issue.. hope tt everyting went smooth for them yea..


went to bugis durin tt 4 hr break wif qing ling.. hehe.... i bought him a red(spongbob) and pink(ultra man) de boxers.. lol..who ask him always bully me!!! he wil hv to wear tt for sure!!! haha

♥ Done & Loved ♥

Sunday, October 28, 2007
@ 11:43 AM
todae its sun... the weekend is goin to end soon.. sianzz.. first wk of sch has ended in a blink and my mum has come back from holidays.. weeee... finally she is back.. no moreworry of money, food and all sorts of rubbish yea.. hehe..


sch has started reli fast and i have a bad feelin tt it wil be a super busy semster yea.. plus.. i guess i am goin to have less time wif him yea.. cos stil need to work. so i am considering of leavin work.. cos a part time sup reli have too much committments le.. so mayb wanna resign and get a week-end job.. probably retail bahx.. cos pay/hr is definietly higher ya.. also thought of not workin le.. but i guess i wil die yea.. cos i dun wanna be at home during weekends since i wont study for the whole day..


so shall c how bahx.. cos yoshi has a place in me.. its where i met him.. met many good frens.. hehe.. somemore it has lots of memories tt are so important to me yea.. so.. needa consider abt it first yea.. hmm.. sometimes i tink tt mayb if i am not promoted.. tings might be better...

anyways.. siew ling todae last day at hfc le.. so i wish her all the best and cheers to more peace at HFC!!!!! yay!!!! i sound so bad yea..

♥ Done & Loved ♥

Thursday, October 25, 2007
@ 9:36 PM
todae i..... i managed to attend all lessonsfor the day!!! yay.. lol.. i sound so proud yea.. hehe.. cos todae got 4 lect and a 2-hr lab lo.. the compulsory de is only the lab yea.. but i went for all 4 lect leix.. i am so proud yea.. hehe.. the total buildin performance(TBA) reli sux la.. lol.. its simliar to CADS.. and the lecturer is a total failure.. the class is so noisy wif ppl laughin like market and he stil can carry on.. lol.. todae failure la Dr.Earnest Chua... lol..


anyways.. i took jap for CDS and it was super fun.. learn jap languauge.. fun fun fun.. hehe.. i shall speak jap to u ppl soon!!

♥ Done & Loved ♥

Wednesday, October 24, 2007
@ 9:14 PM
getting super emo now.. munchin on famous amous cookies now to distract myself... at first i was super ok de.. even run away straight after lesson to town and hang out for ard 2 hrs plus wif qing ling.. while on the way, i told him tt i was havin break, gointo town... guss wat.. he said take care, enjoy my walk wif some kind of attitude.. i tinki he wasnt tt happy.. but i simply cant tink of a reason why is he reacting tis way.. i ask him.. he said "wat la.. todae busy u noe".. i was like tinkin there is no need for me to show tis kind of attitude.. u can juz dun reply.. i even bothered to ask him wats wrong and he said nth is wrong.. he is ok.. and ended wif "i love u".. i hope tt he is reli alright... hopin tt i am over sensitive.. haiz.... then was tinkin alot while on the train back, almost cried.. haiz.. when i finished sch and reached home, i didnt sms-ed him like i usually did since i tink he might feel tt i am stickin ard him too much.. but i... nvm.. forget it..

sometimes i tink he is right when he says tt i love him more than he love me.. but i simply wished tt the statement was the other way round!!!

♥ Done & Loved ♥

Sunday, October 21, 2007
@ 10:13 PM
wa.. i hv gone missing for weeks.. sorry ppl.. hehe..was super busy... work, wif him, wif packin my room...

okays... first abt work.. everyting is goin as normal.. juz tt for sure eileen wil not be goin over to new store, and siew ling has to go.. well.. mayb its good for hfc.. no offence.. i mean, yes, we lost a good counter crew, but at least one more
"trouble" maker has left.. yoshi hfc is gettin more peace than before.. i reli enjoy it.. its like cos everyting is goin well, reli in a big family... oh yea... and auntie linda is back!!!! my god.. miss her super super lots lots.. she used to be my best kitchen buddy before kah wee and i can tel u.. her kitchen back-up skill is stil super powerful de yea...hehe..

okays..now abt him.. me and him already had some conflict.. the day when he said someting hurtful which he didnt mean it.. i mean if we are stil frens i wil stil be abrgy, but not to the extend of crying, not forgivin.. haiz.. i tink girls in relationship tend to be more emotional.. well.. i dun noe.. mayb it happens only on me lo.. hehe.. but i reli reli like him... my god.. reli... super crazy now yea.. and he is a veri nice guy.. his care and concern reli touched me... but i tink one fine day he wil juz leave me if i stil continue wif my wilful-ness.. lol.. worry-ing lo.. haizzz... wat should i do.. sianzz... we went to watch our first mid night movie on the 21st(sun) mornin at 1210am de.. watched brothers..

now lastly abt my new furnitures.. mum bought me a new bed, new book shelf and a cabinet i tink.. i dun noe how to descirbe it.. lol.. i was stayin at home, stretchin my necks long, hopin tt they wil come early... and true enought they came befor 3, i wasnt late for work... thx lots.. delivery man!!!!


lets tok abt todae.. went sentosa in the mornnin wif xiuting.. cos her brother got adminsion to the keepel funfair.. it was f-o-c.. lol.. we all thought it was fun.. but it was not.. go there and do nth.. so many i_____ ppl la.. as it was sunny.. all the body odours can be smelt.. and there goes my beauty slp.. lol.. then went to take the beach tram to enjoy the wind abit before chiong-in to msq for lunch.. was super hungry by then.. had kfc before goin to k-box wif martin, jx, aaron,rj,cindy!!!
reli miss them lots.. rmb those happy times tt we shared.. and tt cindy cut her hair.. so not her lo.. hehe.. and she is jealous of my hair now.. hehe.. we sang like mad.. reli sang our hearts out.. mayb cos we didnt go for a long time so we rlei enjoyed ourselves... hehe... then smuggled some food... like chips and shinlin de XXL-chick.. we added extra spicy.. and it was super spicy.. reli the whole ting is red de.. my god la.. jx, xt, aaron was like.... fire on their heads cos they cant reli take it.. for me and martin, was stilrather acceptable.. hehe.. this shows the difference yea.. hehe.. reli enjoyed myself todae.. reli lots lots.. thx frens..!!!



sch gonna start tmr... currently no feelings.. dun noe wat to do..cos cant c him for days.. my god..

♥ Done & Loved ♥

Saturday, October 13, 2007
@ 3:10 AM
okays... ppl.. i am officially goin to malaysia later.. and wish me luck cos i dun tink i can wake uponce i fal asleep.. but.. i am so gonna miss my bed if i dun slp plus my kia-ra...jx i hope u stil rmb her yea... hehe.. sadded tt i cant bring her along.. she is too big yea..

okays.. i got two "hand gloves"..one sheep and one leopard i tink and a bag of chocos.. hehe.. thx my mr A... and i found a heart shape necklace.. hehe.. my god.. u are sooooooooo sweet la.. i am reli so not wrong abt u yea.. hehe... i tink he is juz afraid tt i might not take it when i am in malaysia cos i told him tt idun feel like goin.. lol..

but i am ok le yea.. dun worry!!!

and c u ppl on tues.. hehe...

muz miss me horx!!!

♥ Done & Loved ♥

Friday, October 12, 2007
@ 12:16 AM
okays... good mood todae!!! i finally cna admit tt i have been reli slackin recently durin work yea.. rottin aways.. i dun even check if stocks are enough for my shift.. sianzzz.. wat has happen to me i also dun noe yea.. i was soo mood-less to work cos of him.. but startin from tmr.. i promise tt i am goin to back like before.. be hard workin.. even if i have no motivation.. force myself yea.. hehe..


i am declarin tt i am officially attached to mr A yea..

♥ Done & Loved ♥

Tuesday, October 09, 2007
@ 12:28 AM
haiz.. life hasnt been good tis far... i am finally startin to accept the fact tt i like him... but the problem is... his attitude and his actions makes me tink twice as to whether i wanna be wif him anot.. haiz.. he got tis heck care attitude in work recently tt makes me super unhappy... but i believe tt he doesnt noe or rather he noes but simply cant be bothered.... at times, his attitude even made me feel tt i am juz havin some one-sided love.. and its me who likes him more than he loves me..

haiz.. y muz he always do tings tt makes me reconsider my decisions..

♥ Done & Loved ♥

Sunday, October 07, 2007
@ 11:45 PM
yay.. i havent been cryin so badly these two days.. anyways.. i did someting tt i feel like i am mad..i cycled from east coast park to changi airport there.. and it was long long long.. but our dstinationwas changi village which i gave up.. well well.. it was suppose to be a class bbq.. but seems like ppl pangseh-ed again..lol. then qing ling called and ask me to go join them since there was only 8 of them left.. sianzz right.. then i brought tom, kah wee, alan, darren there..

so after havin some food.. me, qing ling, liza, yanni went to cycle since i veri long didnt cyclele..lol.. it was super funny la.. cos i can cycle in the right path one moment.. then next moment goin off track, abt to bang into others.. hehe.. at first juz wanted to go to changi jetty de.. then after tt tom, kah wee they all joined us.. and so we cycle, cycle, cycle.. i keep askin them go where go where.. then tt turtle say near liao near liao.. wa.. super buffin lo..

but its ok lo.. it was fun and nice to c those aeroplanes takin off.. super near to the planes la.. hehe.. i was in super good mood after i c those aeroplanes..lol.. i dun noe y.. but i tink i sought of have sorted out my tinkin.. i shall leave everyting to fate.. instead of me strugglin, wasting my tears..

dun u tink its better for me??

♥ Done & Loved ♥

Tuesday, October 02, 2007
@ 12:44 AM
okays.. juz read qing lings's blog and realise tt we were kinda lost abt each other's info since it was the long lon sch hols.. lol.. but i tink she noe my problems more than i noe hers cos i am always the one keepin her updated.. lol..

haiz.. days has been flyin and i realise tt sch wil start soon.. in ard 3 wks time bahx..sianzz... i am reli startin to dread the idea of goin to work cos it took me courage to walk into the store when i noe tt he is there.. but since tt we have promised to be back like before.. i got to do it.. haiz.. i always took deep breaths before i step into the store and i can assure tt no one noes.. i mean who cares right.. its not their business anyways..

i am now juz hopin tt sch's timetable wil be out soon so tt i can arrange myself.. and i am reli mentally prepared to tender my resignation and find a wk-end, higher pay job.. i have reli struggled through and came to tis decision and i hope u ppl who read wil support me.. reli.. i noe tt to some it might be a stupid choice since i hv already come tis far.. but.. i reli dun hv the strength to carry on.. i used to have the motivation by tinkin tt i wil be super near to him once again once th enew store opens.. but the delay is reli killin me.. slowly.. i wil rather i kill myself by resignin instead of being tortured to death.. yea.. so tt's my decision yea..

♥ Done & Loved ♥