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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

@ 10:36 PM

24hrs a day is nv enough... seriously.. i need to do tis do tt like no body's business.. projects, assignments and everyting!! gosh... tmr i wil hv minimum 1 test and a role play presentation in jap.. and i like be slightly free-er!! i hope so.. exams is end of feb, after CNY!! sianzz.. but luckily i already bought my CNY clothes le.. wif my mum and tis means nt a single cent from me!! lol...

should be starting work tis friday cos reli no choice.. need some money and secure a job since i wil hv a 7 wks holidays!!

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Monday, January 21, 2008

@ 11:16 PM

can someone help me to stop the time plssss.. haha.. i am not getting emo.. juz tt time files like some jet plane and nv stop.. my god.. in a blink i am 18.. soon chinese new year.. soon exams... soon me and him already in our 3rd mth.. everyting is like soon soon soon!! arghh... stop pls.. i reli super stress, super pack.. i am like tinkin of sacrisfy-in the time for me and him juz for studies.. i noe he wil say he wont mind but putting myself in his shoes... i wil feel so hurt so emo though i wil wan the opposite to do well!!! so i muz nv nv do tt!! i can do it! i can mange my time!! i can i can i can!!!!

plus love myself, love him, love everyone!!

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Thursday, January 17, 2008

@ 11:57 PM

okays.. timereli flies.. haha..

1st ting first.. thx to my classmates who bought me a cake for my birthday!!reli appreciated it lots lots!! thx!!!

2nd ting: i went to eat mache wif him on my birthday night! yay!!!yum yum.. reli yum yum okays... too bad if u missed it ppl!! haha...

me have reli been busy thsesfew days wif sch and everyting.. the htm presentation went okay, nth hick up!! quizes, presentation, projects.. everyting is ju popin up like no body' business and i have to chiong chiong chiong le!! cos after exams and the next time u c me in tp.. i wil be yr 2 le.. haha.. super old le can!!!

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Monday, January 14, 2008

@ 10:29 PM

Fuck man!!! fuck fuck fuck!!! super on fire now!!! arghh.. first ting i reach home mum says... 31st dec u nv go sch go where?? i was like.. at home!!! so du lan!! then after bath she says... didn u ever bring ur boyfren home before??(my mind tels me muz be tis old hag next door who was tokin to my mum tis morning when i left hse) i was like.. yea.. yest after manicure he open hse door for me!! tt's all.. then she gave tt dun believe look!! and says.. i scare u do wrong ting ma.. like ur aunt says.. give a "big ball" as a present! at first i was like.. wat's tt?? then she say it SARCASTICALLY again and i finally understood!! she meant my aunt said i wil become a unwed mother!! fuck la!! tt's the reason why i dun wanna let u all noe i hv boyfren.. 1st my privacy isinterrupted by all tis stupid quest.. secondly even my OWN mother tinks tt i am tt kind of lose girl.. 3rd-ly, my aunt who is my own kin wags her doggie tongue and said tis.. halo!! my main aim of bringing him there for dinner is not tis ok.. i juz wan u all to noe more abt me.. i am tryin to let u all noe more abt me.. i am steppin out of my comfort zone out of good will and tis is wat i get in payback?? then i tink i am juz a dumb fool.. a stupid clown.. someone who (zi zuo duo qing)..

step out of my life then!!! i dun need all tis!!! thx lots mum!!

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Saturday, January 12, 2008

@ 11:23 PM

another busy few days... haha.. yest night went for dinner wif my parents, aunt and dear!! my god la.. he made me wait for hours.. i mean in aonther words tt freaking yoshinoya bosses tied him there, made me wait for hours.. first time i wair for ppl until reli wanna cry la!! argh... then he was like so nervous cos meeting my parents.. haha.. but everting went well tis time.. jokes and laughter!! hehe.. good good.. so happy lo!! got to eat swensens ice cream cake and the dinner plus present for my mum cost him ard 160 bucks.. awww... heart pain forhim yea.. hehe..

todae went to ps wif him!!! yay.. wore the red heels tt he bought for me.. it was super tall and it hurts.. sianzz.. i ren all the way til go home!! yay!!! cos is he buy de!! then he bought me tis couple ring with our names engraved on it!! awww.. super touched.. and he nearly..... haha.. okays.. reli scare me la.. i was like.. dun dun.. hehe.. then he sent me home for a reason tt he dun feel safe letting mego home todae.. haha.. i was like.. okays...

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Tuesday, January 08, 2008

@ 7:18 PM

okays.. i went missing again.. haha.. me bought a new shoe.. on sunday when shoppin wif him.. bought itat twinkletoe and reli like it.. hmm.. me.. todae went to sch for hcde lesson.. then qing ling, yunqi they all after tt wanted to go takemc cos they yest eat steamboat then food poisonin.. yiwen better stil didnt even come.. lol... me?? took mc too cos dun wanna be alone for htm lesson... on the way back reli felt sick.. arghh.. super irritating la! always my intention is to buy mc but i always ended up sick also de.. was having headache.. like cramps in head.. told the doctor.. and hewas like.. u are veri stress is it? i was like... yeaaaa.. haha.. he gave me 4 types of medicine la! my god.. then 2 days mc.. lol.. super happy.. he make me feel like i am insane or someting can! then camehome, slack around and took medicine and went to slp! i mean the medicine makes me reli drowsy! then i woke up sunddenly thinkin tt i was late for sch! haha.. imagine how stress i am! hehe.. i find myself super wired can!

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Wednesday, January 02, 2008

1st day of school @ 8:54 PM

todae first day of school... dear met me at tiong mrt cos he decided to pei me to sch.. haha.. wat a nice start for the year!! hehe... went to eat mac at princess before goin to ESFAC tutorial and obviously i missed the 9am lecture.. hehe.. but juz cant be bothered.. haha.. resultwas acceptable.. ESFAC=84, EMATHS 2=86, TBP=86.. haha.. i was so surprised wif my TBP can.. cos i went to watch warlords the day before TBP and i managed to get86!! haha... overall my class did well for ESFAC despite the fact tt wedun listen during lecture and copyblindly during tutorial.. its like class got 20 ppl, and 14 got an A can.. haha.. so cool right..

but i was super tired todae, totally no mood to study for jap during the 4 hrs breakcos i didntslp well last night.. i also dun noe y but juz like tt lo.. sianzz.. slept in the library for ard 1/2hr la!! 1st time i managed to slp in library can cos its like so noisy tt type so imagine how tired i am!

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Tuesday, January 01, 2008

@ 3:17 PM

BOO!!! happy New YEar!!! haha.. tis year's new yr is reli a memorable one!!! me and him was like so... i reli cant tink of a word to describe it!! so (jing tian dong di) tt kind of ting.. haha.. reli lo.. i was reli crying like mad and it was reli a suffering day as i was soo afraid to lose him!!! but night, close to midnight was such a sweet, beautiful one.. i love him lots!! i wil nv forget it.. reli.. \

and sorry to tom, caiyun, sok and jun xian especially!!! for pangseh-ing u all, not watch the movie wif u all.. and i wasted tt 10 bucks.. but nvm.. worth it!! hehe.. i dun tink i wil wanna watch anymore mid night movie cos firstly, he dun like it.. secondly my mum nags.. i wanna be a good girl.. i mean at least til i turn 18!! haha..

HaPPy NeW YEar!!!!

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