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Wednesday, August 29, 2007

@ 8:09 PM

okays.. gone missin for a few days liao.. haha.. cos was busy preparin for exams and multi-taskin.. haha.. i was watchin show while studyin.. so imagine how busy i was with some guilt in me but i juz cant help it.. 2 papers are gone.. left wif one.. the 2 papers are okays but i comfrim wont do well.. sianzz..nvm.. shallnt sart regretting sbt the stuff tt i did which makes me feel regretful BECOS its over.. no use cryin over spilt milk.. went to bugis yest wif charlene.. was suppose to meet eileen and siew ling to buy yoshi de shirt but failed...then planned to met aaron, xt, and martin since jx wil also be wif me.. met xt and aaron at ard 5.. went to walk ard... shoppe wif charlene.. gald tt they can be frens la.. hehe..

sianzz.. and i realise tt after my exams.. i am only left wif like few days to settle tt yoshi shirt stuff.. god.. hope tt ppl can help me.. reli.. hehe.. super sian lo.. got lots of stuff to do and i am left with one paper dangling.. makes me no mood but hv to force myself cos it's the subject tt my memory is empty.. so its like got to start from beingin..

i feel tt i myself is a super random person.. i can cry tis moment and laugh the next moment.. but its always becos of the same pperson.. how dumb can i get huh.. i feel tt i am so hopeless to be deeply in love ONE-SIDED-LY.. my god.. plus i dun noe wat ah how wil say to me on fri.. arghhhhhhhh...

ppl.. wish me luck!!

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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

@ 7:45 PM

ok.. i am seriously getting into depression state.. mygod.. sianzz.. i went to sch todae.. i drag myself out of bed cos it was in the mornin and i couldnt get to slp yest night.. sianzz... i was obviously late in meetin yanni.. then went to meet qing ling and liza at tamp.. then went to sch.. reach ard 1030am like tt.. the lesson was suppose to startat 10... then guess wat.. raymond was late too.. lol... and we stil earlier then him.. he said he was not feeling well.. so got difficulty gettin out of bed... then he carried on wif his lesson.. blah blah blah... was reli bored but force myself to listen.. tick tock tick tock tick tock... finally lesson end.. wentfor lunch at flavours... but those stores tt we eat wasnt oopen.. stupid can.. thx to joe and kenrick la.. i say was go design sch eat de lo.. ok nvm..

was supposed to meet mr lok but we cant seemed to find me at 130pm.. he called me at ard 145 sayin can we meet at 230 instead... i was like.. ok.. nvm... then i went home but i tink qing ling they all went... i was so mody but no one noes.. sianzz..

reach home ard 3plus then use comp the get REBUS out and finally got it done!! yay!! its 7pages my fren.. juz eat tt and go for exam.. comfim can.. hehe.. but i doubt i can make it.. seiously. haha.. so forget it...

i reli wanna study now but seriously no mood, no motivation.. then plus got the news tt eileen gointo leave hfc le.. reli goin to clarke quay... my goodness.. she wanted to bring me but jay they all dun allow.. they say only can bring crew so she is gona bring siew ling along... ok.. she wil be gone.. but tt means hfc wil be in trouble cos short of one powerful counter crew.. sianzz..

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

@ 9:27 PM

lols.. i hv gone missing for a few days.. lol.. super busy wif that stupid rebus plus tt WRTORAL presentation which i stil crew up.. hiazz.. nvm forget it.. dun wanna tok abt it.. ok..

finally everyting is over for the term.. haha.. tmr not goin sch.. goin to work instead.. u noe wat.. it seems like many ppl who dun study has started studyin for exams.. lol.. i am stil slackin away.... haha..

i am now super lookin forward to meetin jx they all on mon instaed of sun.. cos i wil laugh until mad... comfirm one.. hehe.. i seriously hope tt those ppl were in the same class as me now.. my god.. haha.. any ways.. got to cheer up..

i dun tink i wil hv time to blog lo.. cos wil be workin.. wil be back prob on sun.. hehe.. cya

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

@ 11:25 PM

ok.. i hv gone missin for a few days.. haha.. was busy doin closin at yoshi.. haiz.. after these few days of continuos workin... i realise tt i totally hv no stand in yoshi.. to them.... i guess its time for me to leave hfc le.. seriously.. i reli cant stand it when she orders me ard.. its reli too much.. halo... i am ur sup and u are juz a crew which stands no place.. my god..

and i havnet done anyting for the rebus project.. sianzz.. mon i am goin to tt zhang dong liang concert. then tue muz hand in le.. and todae is sat night.. so muz chiong lo.. sianz.. but my mind is tellin me to go play game.. haha..

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Wednesday, August 08, 2007

@ 12:01 AM

wa.. angry sia... me, qing ling, liza were suppose to meet at 1030 at tampines inter.. then i woke up at 10 intendin to take a cab down straight to sch.. then when i woke up, i told qing ling tt i wil be late.. i cal at abt 1030 like tt.. then she say she at home goin to leave hse le.. i was like ok... then i told her to sms me when they meet at tam inter.. i waited and waited until eleven plus.. then i left hse.. i sms-ed them and liza told me she juz reachinn tam.. i was like ok.. i was already on the cab.. i was actually tinkin of takin train de.. but i was like... dun be so bad to pangseh them.. so i flagged a cab.. guess wat.. i was the first to reach sch at ard 1145.. and i waited for them for like 10-15 min.. wat is tis man.. i took effort to spend excatly 13 bucks to reach sch, controllin myself not to hv tis kind of heck care attitude and tis happened.. and one of u was the one who didnt want to meet later.. y like tis.. my god.. i am super du lan la.. then when they came, they stil believed tt i am tt good tempered me, not angry.. can i ask if u were me u wil du lan not..

then spend time at the library wasting time.. ok i was partly at fault.. then wanted to go forCADS lec... and tt stupid woman didnt come.. then kah wee smsed and ask if i wanna go c yoshi bowlin.. i was like.. caught in btw cos got 2 hrs of tut... ok.. nvm.. i went for the bowlin.. well... i didnt regret cos i saw ppl like john, chito, mummy, tom, korkor... some of them from one look noes tt i am not in good mood.. and tried to cheer me up.. i was like so gald to hv these ppl ard me!! even jay made his belly grow like 30% bigger by breathin out... haha.. i dun noe how but he juz did it.. lol.. we were all laughin like mad.. and.. kor kor reli noes how to bowl worx... chito is darn f-in good at it too!!

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Monday, August 06, 2007

pissed me @ 10:45 PM

my goddness.. everyitng is pissing me off.. i am startin to hate goin sch again.. my god.. i am seriously missing "the lunch grp" pppl..my godness.. agrhh... she reli make me pissed off todae can.. havin tt kaisu attitude when its her part and havin tt heck care attitude when it's not hers.. my god.. why is she like tt... and i cant believe tt i am sayin tis. reli.. she is my gd fren but i juz got pissed off.. tis has nv happen in GESS seriously.. arghh..

sometimes i reli wonder y is it tt i cant live harmoniously wif themm.. ijuz wonder.. it is my problem instead of theirs.. cos i am juz being stupid, juz being stubborn by refusin to adapt? arghhh.. i finally understand my senior's feelin when she said she mis gess after graduation, 1 yr earlier then me.. haiz.. i was stil laughin at her.. i guess tis is retribution bahx.. sob sob.. everyting hasnt been goin well for me and i am forcin myself to do tings tt i dun like... i drag myself out of bed every mornin especially when i hv sch.. my god..

todae's autocad assignment sux like shit.. not cos i dun noe how to do, cos i hv no time.. my god.. first time i noe how to do the quest but cos no time i didnt finish.. arghhh.. hate it!!

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Sunday, August 05, 2007

super f-ed day @ 12:03 AM

wa.. it was like a wonderful mornin la.. then i went to work.. was 30min early.. ok.. then everyting goes well.. til the nite came.. arghhhhh.. i was so f-ed up by tis stupid ah how girl's fren who do lobby so slowly... purposely de can... cos she dun like do lobby.. but i already got jj and siew ling at counter liao then wat she wan sia.. somemore her service sux like anyting..

then tt siew ling went for half hr break cos her sis was here.. i was like.. wat the.. then i took over counter.. and guess wat.. i hv to top up everyting for her.. arghhhhhh... reli gettin f-ed up liao.. its like if dun top up.. later rush no more le then who suffer.. stil me cos she wil scream and ask other crew to take from store room as if like she dun hv legs la.. always one.. then she came in then keep sayin sorry.. ask if i was angry.. i was like no.. but in my heart i was soooooo irritated..

then ard 8 plus where everyone wasnt so interested in sales anymore.. those ppl start comin in in all directions... always one lo.. then tis siew ling was also f-ing me up by keep apologisin when she knew tt she has done stuff tt i dun like.. i mean wat is the point tt u say sorry when u purposely do someting tt i dun like.. not once, not twice, but everytime.. tis is getting so irritatin.. then its like they dun reli respect me sia.. tt siew ling was screamin at the top of her voice: "TAN SEE KIA.. u come in".. i was like.. halo.. customers are all outside and i am countin money.. and its like u are the shift in charge instad of me can.. and she ask me in juz to see a few bowls under the ice machine.. it was believed tt tt stuid ah how's gal fren dropped it and didnt pick up.. i was like so.. juz picked it up la.. she already go home liao.. wat can u do.. then durin closing.. she was like tokin on the phone.. then alan help her do.. then i got to takeover alan to help kitchen... arghhhh... pls la.. she is like so not automatic... my god..

i tink i was tel eileen i was transfer liao!!

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Friday, August 03, 2007

Super DOg @ 11:55 PM

yum yum.. todae went to eat super dog wif sotong, lizard, yiwen, yanni and fion... wa...when we were on the way, met tis group of china ppl who wanted to go sentosa... so yiwen and fion agreed to bring them along since we were goin vivo.. sianz... like free tour guide can.. but one of the lady was actually a principal of some dance sch.. mygod.. lol...

okays... we were like super hungry which on the way there.. then when reach vivo mrt, yiwen and fion brought them to tt monorail while the rest followed me to yoshi.. cos i put my bag there first ma... then we went to super dog to meet the two of themm.. we waited like mad.. so decided to queue, then buy, then eat first.. wa... it was super nice la.. but my mood was kinda spoilt cos we got da xiao jie wif us la.. my god..

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Thursday, August 02, 2007

Mad MAn @ 7:53 PM

ok great.. i reach home kinda late todae... rad 5 plus.. day in sch was challenging.. first was tt maths quiz tt wasnt like a quiz after which was facom quiz.. they both drive me mad.. after quiz chiong to tm to take some pic for rebus project.. before tt was darn f-ing hungry so went to eat.. yay!! i finally aet my ajisen ramen which i mention millions of times.. haha.. was darn full la.. and liza has like 1/4 of her ramen unfinished.. so watse food worx.. after which was wrtoral. another irritating one.. todae was a rehearsal for op test.. sianz... felt kinda wired standing infront of the class givin a presentation.. lol..

ok.. the interesting part.. ne and yanni went to take train together.. saw fion and her fren on the train.. the train came and we board... fion and her fren were sitting opposite me ans yanni.. we actually wanted to sit wif them but didnt cos there was an old english man which look wired. and he is...
we were ard kallang mrt when he suddenly tapped on fion's leg.. there was tis middle aged woman sittin in btw them... as expected, fion and her fren was shock.. and guess wat tt man said... "excuse me excuse me.. u are such a disgrace to ur sch and ur urself.. come to my sch and i wil teach u how to respect urself.. i understand everyting u said.. tok tok tok.. talk softly to urself!!" my god.. wat is like wrong wif tis guy.. he is tryin to imply tt they were tokin too loudly.. as if like we werent suppose to tok on the train.. and they were tokin veri loudly.. guess wat.. their topic is cake cos they were on their way to buy doughnuts.. wa lao.. that guy darn lame can.. he is like crazy and i guess he is the one tt has no manners la.. yanni was abt to rebut back but i stopped her.. and tis uncle who was sittin beside her told her to ignore tt english man cos he is crazy.. lol... i guess so too..

then i told yanni if he scolded us instead, itwould be a diff scenery.. we comfirm wil rebut back. its like halo.. they werent too much to chat on the train plus they werent screamin at the top of their voices!!! arghhh.. if i were in fion's shoe, i wil tel tt guy to NOT take the train but instead own a car since he doesnt like ppl tokin.. and tel him to shut the wole train's ppl before i keep silence...

arghhh. tis is so irritating.. defintely a spoiler man!!!! dun let me c tis old man on train again.. other wise i wil sit beside him and keep mumbling to myself to irritated him!!!!

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