i am hurt again.. its the same guy who loved me.. its always him him him and no one else.. sighs..


knowing tt todae is his last day at HFC i felt superbly sad.. cos it is the place where we started, it is the place that kept lots of memories.. and he is gonna be trasfered off.. i thought tt he would always be there to 'look after' our memories.. i dun blame him for leavin cos he dun reli have a choice.. but wat reli hurts me the most is.. he told me tt he dun wanna c me and he dun like to c me in store.. i was like.. hah? i am juz waiting for my fren here and i am juz droppin by to pass u a piece of cake.. he words reli hurt me.. i hate it.. why is it always like tt.. why cant he juz change his attitude.. sighs.. though i didnt tel him wat i was tinkin.. i reli feel so hurt.. i juz said fine, bye and i walked off.. and now he juz treat it as nth! NTH has happen.. and pls! dun lie to me.. AT ALL.. even if it is a small small matter, smaller than an ant, dun lie.. dun bother to lie and pretend nth has happen the next day.. u juz make me feel tt i am so useless and i am so being USED by u!
♥ Done & Loved ♥