sometimes i juz dun feel love.. i dun noe y.. haiz.. i guess i am driving myself into corners again.. i reli didnt wan to be like tt.. juz like todae.. went out wif him, gave up the chance to study.. but it all started well.. juz til the night.. haiz.. he simply makes me feel tt he hasnt change.. he juz temporarily stop physically goin to genting.. but mentally.. he stil misses tt place.. stil wans to go there.. i dun noe if i am tinkin too much or wat.. but i simply feel tings tis way.. haiz.. wat can i do???

probably i juz need a break.. but i am simply reluctant to say tis cos i noe i wil regret and it wil hurt the both of us.. he did nth wrong.. its juz tt i havent adapt to him totally.. i wil give myself more chances to try and tok myself through throughout the sch hols.. hopefully it works but i stil hope tt i can find a job!!!
♥ Done & Loved ♥