sometimes i juz feel so fed up u noe.. its like y cant he juz be more social-able. since we already agreed to hv a count down at hfc on the31st... then wat for insist on goin on at 1230?? y he juz pei us to watch a movie ard 11pm de and then go home around one plus.. juz one hour more only ma.. y cant he juz give in.. y y y!!!! argh.. i reli juz hope tt he can join us tis time!!! since alien vs predator 2 he also wanna watch de.. y not join us.. always we 2 watch movie only he not sian meh.. juz tis once only.. i reli hope tt he can go lo.. haizz... super saddenin... spoils my day!! i am in superno mood todae for a unknown reason.. no one goes out wif me.. and i simply cant be bothered to find ppl!! i dun wanna stay home, i dun wanna go out.. wat i simply wan i also dun noe can!! arghh.. might as well juz go and die.. i feel so useless speding my saturday rottin at home when i used to be workin, spending time away at yoshinoya.. i am like so wanna work but i resign partly cos i dun wanna hv cinflict wif him cos of work!! i feel so frustrated abt life now!!

i juz wanna find new job to earn some pocket money now and i juz wished tt he could understand me more!! sometimes i hv afeeling like we are not meant for each other and frequently having insecurities tt we might juz "blow off" .. arghh.. life suxxx
♥ Done & Loved ♥