okays.. juz read qing lings's blog and realise tt we were kinda lost abt each other's info since it was the long lon sch hols.. lol.. but i tink she noe my problems more than i noe hers cos i am always the one keepin her updated.. lol..

haiz.. days has been flyin and i realise tt sch wil start soon.. in ard 3 wks time bahx..sianzz... i am reli startin to dread the idea of goin to work cos it took me courage to walk into the store when i noe tt he is there.. but since tt we have promised to be back like before.. i got to do it.. haiz.. i always took deep breaths before i step into the store and i can assure tt no one noes.. i mean who cares right.. its not their business anyways..

i am now juz hopin tt sch's timetable wil be out soon so tt i can arrange myself.. and i am reli mentally prepared to tender my resignation and find a wk-end, higher pay job.. i have reli struggled through and came to tis decision and i hope u ppl who read wil support me.. reli.. i noe tt to some it might be a stupid choice since i hv already come tis far.. but.. i reli dun hv the strength to carry on.. i used to have the motivation by tinkin tt i wil be super near to him once again once th enew store opens.. but the delay is reli killin me.. slowly.. i wil rather i kill myself by resignin instead of being tortured to death.. yea.. so tt's my decision yea..
♥ Done & Loved ♥