todae not so disappointed liaozzz.. kinda "xiang tong" ans believe tt they will live up to the occassion lorh.. so juz dun need tink too much cos they also wont appreciate at all.. so.. wat for lei..

juz now went mac to study.. at first kinda cant settle down.. like veri distracted.. but after tt then ok le.. i also dun noe y.. lol.. prelims are still goin on.. i reli darn sian... darn tired.. not juz prelim but everyting else on tis world... not tt i didnt put in effort.. but i juz dun understand y i always dun get the results i wan... in studies.. in actual life.. haiz.. wat am i goin to do.. y is it tt i only learn to cherish stuff when only when i realise tt thay are goin to be gone.. y? y? y?.. so wat should i do to prevent myself from facin tis again?? lock my self at home?? be a 100% pest when i am in sch..?? screamin at everyone i see.. makin them hate me and eventually hate me.. i tired to de distracted.. not to tink of so many tings.. but when i am alone.. settled down.. my minds start to go wild.. a total different person in sch.. but u guys wil nv get to see tt i.. i swear.. not even my parents had seen it.. probably my astro-boy did bahx.. and i can say tt countless drops on tears were on him since he was wif him.. haiz..
a reli difficult life for me to live on.. i am darn sick wif it..
♥ Done & Loved ♥