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2008-05-20T21:34:00.005+08:00

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2008-05-16T23:28:00.002+08:00

okays.. its all settled.. i am not goin to malaysia tmr.. hehe.. nice one.. haha.. today after sch was suppose to go dig 'gra__' de.. but decided not to go since dun hv the heart to.. yea.. so hang around at tampines mall til 3plus then went to compass point wif qing ling.. met my bf and we 3 went for some swensens.. woo.. nice de lo the ice-cream.. and played cheat.. and i won!! yay.. claps claps.. hehe.. but i droped one of qing ling's uno card into the chair gap.. sianzzz.. and there it goes.. short of one card le.. sighss.. sorry gal.. i dun mean it de..

have been through alot on the emotional part these few days.. too much til i can hardly take it, hardly believe tt i hv been through themm.. sch is reli pressing me down and i need a break.. term test is near and everyting is fast.. oh my tians.. i wan to study tonight de.. but i am reli too sleepy tt my eyes are already half way down.. haiz.. time for bed i suppose!!

Give me a break ppl!!!

2008-05-15T21:24:00.002+08:00

sch ended at 1pm today.. so good right.. its like so rare la.. but todae its probably the last time he shall pei me to sch.. cos the sch realise tt he is not a TP student and if he wants to enter, he needs to join member and its so stupid to pay like 200 bucks for a year's membership.. so fine!! no more him goin to sch wif me!! happy?? tis reli affects me la.. cos its like his off days can no longer be on weekends cos weekend sales at compass point is reli high.. then his week day offs wil be spent doin dun noe wat and we cant meet.. yea.. so tel me wat to do....

then reached home around 8 plus.. my mother agressively tel me to ask my cousin to stay, not to go back on july 4th tt weekend cos she is goin for cruise.. fuck man!! wat the hell are u trying to indicate.. y cant u juz give me a break.. its either tt u want me to follow u to everywhere like a dog or u get ppl to monitor me!! eh.. i am 18 already! there is reli no such need lo MOTHER!! u are no longer in control of tings like tis ANYMORE.. and the more u do tis, the more i hate u! u reli turn me off, u reli make me wanna puke, u reli make me loook like a fool, like a dog..

do noe tt there is a limit outthere to everyting!! reli.. dun drive me up corners and i wil reli turn nasty.. u are movin over the limit and there is definetly a consequnce!! fuck off man!!

2008-05-14T21:11:00.002+08:00

ha... sch today was super funny.. haha... tt mak yun qi was like.. cant believe tt tis woman dun noe wat is dating til like sec 2 or someting.. so noob lo she.. haha... she was like... she tel the guy i like u.. and the guy wil tel her i like u too.. hmm.. then guess wat.. then end of story liao.. lols.. so noob cans..

then reach back sch abt 3 plus after lunch wif yun qi, liza, qing ling.. was suppose to do tt FLSM de floorplan but cant make it de la.. yea.. so juz... play speed lo.. since like only we 2.. and tt qing ling.. wif tt super long nails juz poke it through and gone.. one piece of skin was like dangling.. i was like... awwwww.. cant make it la..

then was like late for lesson.. but nvm la.. tt victor.. cant make it too.. reli lo.. then today socio lesson was like.. sianzz.. role play sia.. and each group was like... acting was less then a min lo.. its all the narrator doin the job yea..

hmm.. okays.. shall go do home work liao.. tt raymond wong is goona kill me!!

2008-05-13T21:41:00.002+08:00

Sch was nice today as usual.. its wif all the rubbish from those ppl and all the unos tt happen.. we simply like convert lecture times to UNOs time le lo.. hehe.. but i tink got to stop all these soon cos term test is comin.. got to at least show face there or in trouble yea.. hehe.. during lunch, while playin UNO, suddenly there is tis little boy tt came to our table and look us at play UNO.. lol... i was like stunted.. then they started to like say he is my son.. i was like.. errrr.. wat the... NO NO NO.. how can i hv such a big son when i am........ hmmm.. nvm... haha.. oppss...

project mgnt tutorial was like less then an hour and we spend time using comp instead of listening to tt gary ho.. hehe.. its like tt de la.. cant help it yea.. and.. i did the tutorial lo.. yea.. so juz cant be bothered..!!

2008-05-11T19:05:00.002+08:00

it was definitely not a nice day todae... and also yest night.. cos my mum told me that my cousin wil becoming over tonight.. yea.. sadded.. i wasnt prepared at all.. and yea.. as usual, my mum made lots of noise tis mornin while i was sleeping.. and i screamd at her.. reli.. cos i was so darn tired cos i slpt at 2.30am to finish off my aircon stuff.. yea.. imagine how bad mood i was yest night.. sighss... though dinner btw me, my parents and him was a nice one.. but the day stil ended wif my tears flowing.. nvm.. i shall be brave!!!

met qing ling todae to do tt fire life safety tingy.. decided to do on vivie city.. haha.. yea.. vivie city.. already did around half of the floorplan but its stil far from our aim.. yea lo.. muz jia you jia you le.. then went to shop for around 1 & half hour bahx.. hehe.. bought tis cross-ed back dress i should say.. haha.. but actually it can be spilt to juz top and skirt.. decided to wear the skirt part tmr if nth corps up!! hehe.. and.. tt dress was super funny.. cos i was having some problem trying to pput in on cos it was kinda complicated in the sense tt it has only one string to connect all la.. hehhe... and tt auntie qing threatens to blog it!! watever! i better blog it myself first...!!

tis weekend was reli busy.. i used to spend my weekend playin comp to kill time.. but tis weekend i barely play game.. reli.. i was doin aircon all over here and there.. and after tis i am goin to hv dinner and then shall do space plannin since tt security ting i dun noe how to do.. jia yous!!

2008-05-09T23:19:00.002+08:00

wooo... yunqi treated me ajisen ramen instead of sakura..keke.. finally got my meal yea.. hehe.. so nice of her.. thx woman!! we both bought a red colour wallet.. design is slightly differnet so it is not totally the same ok!! bleah..

went to meet him after tt and watched iron man at vivo.. the show was nice but not veri nice cos i tink got more shows tt i watch recently are nicer then tis lo.. oppss.. yea lo.. hmm.. tmr's buffet for mother's day at taka is most probably cancelled cos mum is workin late.. phewwww.. heng ar.. eh.. its super ex can.. i wil like xin tong for him de lo.. dun like tt lo pls..

sch is reli drainin me out and i simply cant wait for weekends to come!! reli.. its not tt i dun enjoy it but it is reli too hectic til i cant breathe anymore.. darn stress man!! yea.. and i missed last sem's timetable where i dun hv sch on fridays la!!

2008-05-08T20:50:00.001+08:00

okays.. i am like feeling so darn tired todae.. for watever reasons.. probably due to not enough sleep.. and i feel so stress.. reli.. i wan to go back wif u if i can!! reli.. but i am like tinkin of it was possible.. sighs... i hope i can.. i reli wan to.. i am like so in depression state cos i reli dun noe wat is gonna happen.. sighs.. so many projects.. so many tings to do.. omg..

i am so dead beat tt i am simply too lazy to move la.. arghh..

2008-05-06T19:02:00.002+08:00

okays.. i juz reach home.. i am like so irritated lo... omg.. buay ta han la.. on the train, its like so darn crowded.. then.. when at tiong bahru mrt, there is these few ppl standing right at the door, blocking up the whole exit.. and when ppl said excuse me, they like didnt hear and juz stand there.. arghh.. then all got so du lan and shouted excuses me.. then they stand to one side and the way to go out was like super super narrow la.. so no choice lo.. we squezzed our way out.. so cui cans.. they are not singaporeans i confirm.. pls la... no matter wat.. at least hv some brains to like give way cans.. ZZzz...

then in sch.. played uno and skipped tt 2 hrs lectures.. eh.. seriously, lectures are like time for uno can.. lol.. and agains.. me, yunqi, yiwen played cheat.. ands... yiwen lost again.. lol.. she got like so much so much cards can.. haha..

things are reli piling up for me.. be it home, sch work or u and me.. i cant breathe anymore.. reli.. i am like so tired.. reli.. i juz hope tt u can bring me off.. far far away from tis place.. go to somewhere w/o conflicts wif all loves and kind-man-ship!!

2008-05-05T22:55:00.002+08:00

hmm... todae security lab was the most enjoyable one so far la. lols.. cos i did the part on tt card reader tingy.. so cool larhs.. and its like.. immediately after he teach, u do... confirm can de lo.. haha.. finish it in less then 1 hr time and off i go.. haha.. cos he is in sch ma.. yea.. so go find him lo.. had lunch together and went for lecture.. but ended skipping one lecture to play cheat wif qing ling, yun qi, yiwen.. lols.. i won cans.. omg.. like cos i won long before yunqi.. lols.. then went for tt useless aircon class.. waste of time lo seriously.. played uno, bingo and murderer.. lols.. then the teacher came and scolded us but.. i seriously dun give a dam about it... who are u man.. u freaking old man!! opps..

ands.. it was after lesson.. went to vivo and it seems ages since i went there la.. there is this like pub ting tt already closed down le.. sianzz... it seem like one of the first few to close since vivo open i believe.. then saw one teddy bears at build a bear workshop.. ok.. ppl.. i shall reli get one.. soon.. one fine day alright.. reli la.. the bears are so darn nice and there is tis elephant coming up.. noe they got tis new white tiger which is also so cuteeee...

2008-05-04T21:52:00.002+08:00

wee!! i went out todae.. got find my darling.. keke.. yea.. super happy la.. i dun noe y too.. juz happy lo.. 2 days didnt c him le lei.. keke.. yea.. roamed around and did usual stuff.. he is reli like tempting me to go join him at work la.. but after all the tokings.. he wil say tt he wont hire me cos he dun wan me to be tired..ZZzzz.. sianz whole can.. haha.. but his intentions are good eh..

sch tmr.. super sianzz.. dun reli like sch now adays for unknow reasons... probably i spent my tt 7 wks holiday too fun too fast.. keke.. hopefully i cant manage my time properly without stressing myself too much towards the end of this mth bahx.. keke.. pray hard.. ti gong bo bi.. ti gong bo bi..

2008-05-02T22:06:00.002+08:00

sighs.. i am in my super no good mood now.. i dun noe y.. reli.. i was there enjoyin my shopping spree but when i reach home, i am back to the super down me.. i seriously hate it when he tels me tt he got to stay back and work cos there is no crew.. reli.. juz like how my mood was so high up in the air tis moment, and the next moment, i saw his msg apologising tt he needs to stay til 8pm cos there is no crew.. i seriously hate tis.. reli.. but i didnt say anyting and told him okays then.. i mean wat else can i stil say besides ok!!! i cant say no, i dun wan to voice my unhappiness cos it wil affect him.. it might juz spoil our relationship.. it might juz show tt i am childish, and turns him off totally.. i dun wan.. yea.. and i swallowed all down and during the lecture after tt i was so sianzzz.. i wanted to go home after sch and be a loner but decided to force myself to go out cos i confirm tink super lots de.. yea..

so spent money buying 2 pair of shoes and a dress.. yea.. ard 60 bucks or lesser on those stuff while qing ling spent more.. lol.. then went for interview at cotton on, finally.. hope tt i can get the job so tt i can go earn some money and i dun hv to stay home every weekends since he workin tis month for all sats and suns.. yea..(tis also reli dissppoint me alot)..

2008-05-01T21:53:00.002+08:00

okays.. for watever reasons i am like so hell-y busy.. wif wat?? unsure too.. haha... todae its like labour day and i am so overjoy-ed.. cos he got his off and we are both like.. haha.. c-ing each other from day till night.. keke.. was super happy la.. dun noe y... probably since sch started, we havent had such time at all.. cos its either him workin or me schoolling.. sighs.. but i reli thank god for giving me tis chance todae eh.. cos i was jux mentioning it 2 days ago tt we veri long didnt had such times together and ta-da... yest he told me tt he is off todae.. keke..

went for tis buffet at the hotel next to cathay.. it was nice la the food.. but darn ex.. its like 2 pax is 80 over bucks.. awwww... heart ache.. haha.. cos we like veri long nv spent some much at one time on food le.. then juz now bought some stuff and cos him abother 50 bucks.. ok.. i promised tt i shall continue and be a good girl and no more huge spendings.. i promise k.. hehe

2008-04-28T21:30:00.002+08:00

okays.. i am officially back to normal... from wat c from myself and i hope tt its is reli gone... i too dun wanna keep all those unhappy stuff wat right... i told myself tt its all over and itsno use for me to keep it all in me, causing trouble for all... its reli juz a no point ting.. yea.. okays.. i aopologise if i ever do u wrong or u feel offended.. and forgive me cos i was reli having some pms-ing problems.. reli.. and mayb u wil tink tt i am juz somekind of hypocrite trying to makea big fuss then i got nth to say.. reli... and i tel u i reli dun like ppl to tok behind my backk.. and i am sensitive okays.. hhaa.. ok.. chill.. its all kinds of man behaviour tt causes all thses.. reli.. cheer up and tink broader!

okays.. sch today reli is so darn tiring la.. i almost couldnt take it especially during the last lesson.. i was like sneezing and was so darn sleepy man.. and tt freaking tutor was so irritating.. sighs.. rushed home after sch and was so happy tt i am home.. keke.. had dinner wif parents and here i am infront of the comp.. i shall slp early tonight.. i hope so..

2008-04-27T21:20:00.002+08:00

i tink i am pms-ing.. i dun feel like goin sch tmr.. i am tired man.. ands tmr got tt air con class which is so useless and i seriously dun like tt teacher.. he is so darn freaking hopeless la.. sighs.. plus i stil cant forgive u!! yea u!! give me sometime ok.. i stil cant get myself to behave like normal cos u reli disgusted me.. reli.. i hope u noe who u are and pls pardon me and give me some time.. i wil be alright i promise.. reli..

watched doomsday today.. the show was kinda funny la.. haha.. the movie was acceptable la.. but i stil tink tt street king is nicer.. keke.. i dun tink i gonna watch forbbiden kingdom cos i heard tt it not tt nice yea.. hehe.. tmr sch starts and ppl.. i finished my homework..!! tt floor plan and tt stupid IRDD research.. hah.. i am so proud of myself.. tis is probably a good start eh.. hehe

2008-04-22T21:52:00.002+08:00

Woo.. sch was nice cos i miss-ed some lessons to pei him.. haha.. went to eat at mensa.. then pei him at library lo.. time was flying everyting was good.. till...

sch ended early and there was a total change in him.. he didnt reli tok, didnt hold my hands and we were totally like 2 strangers.. we went to vivo and i voiced out my feelings and tinkin.. at first i thought i couldnt change him.. but i dun noe wat.. he juz changed.. i was crying agains la.. expected right.. of course he did mention some hurtful words but they are not tt harsh.. and finally... i got it out from his mouth.. it was cos of his fren who was goin to KL to work.. and the job he found was payin him high.. and dear was tinkin of goin to join him and juz leave me here.. and worst come to worst, our stroy shall end.. sighs.. he told me tt he was tinkin abt it.. and so his focus was not on me cos no matter how hard i tried to cheer him up on the way, there was no result at all!! sianzz..

i noe tt he did all these is for our future.. but i rather everyday go with bread and other stuff i also dun wan to leave him!! no way i shall let him do tis sacrisfy cos it is not worth it.. our future is not juz about being about to live comfortably wif loads of money, it is also abt the time we spent together and the love which keep our fire buring!! u get it???

2008-04-21T23:12:00.002+08:00

lol...first day of sch = WASTE OF MY TIME.. those lectures wil juz tel u tt.. oh.. u can purchase ur books from where where where. BUT they are not ready for sale yet.. so stupid right.. arghh.. and i juz can juz forget where to buy and follow the crowd then.. cos now can buy from FDM club.. i dun noe wats there problem.. juz get it from ASHRAE la.. and all wil be fine man!

then there is this air-con and hydraulic moduel.. omg la.. its like a PBL larh.. omg.. its like i pay money, go there and i teach myself or otherwise taught by other classmates.. its seriously so BO LIAO to me cans.. and tt teacher.. speaks some foregin language which no one understands.. its as if like some chanting tt makes u go to slp.. seriously.. omg.. sianzz.. and he says tt... we noe tt RP, everyday the students get in contact wif PBL and the students have to solve them and blah blah blah... i was like.. yea i noe.. but i am in TP and i dun give a dam.. if i like-d PBL, then i would have gone to RP but its so out of my choice la.. super cui cans..

2008-04-20T23:37:00.001+08:00

Sch is starting.. omg.. in less then 12hrs time.. save me! i am so unprepared larhs.. haha.. cos it can be seen when i didnt print my timetable, ask tt qing ling help me to print, then i went outt todae til 11 then i reach home.. so cool la.. i am like so mentally unprepared to face the class cos from wat i noe there wil be new classmates cos 04 spilt class le.. and hear tt those newbies wont be those peaceful ones.. oh man! wat have i done to deserve tis.. sighss..

okays ppl.. get this clear ok!! i am from N703 and those newbies and from N704.. we are different and at tis current minute, i am stil unwilling to admit tt they wil be part of N703.. cos we are a peaceful group of ppl!! haha..

2008-04-18T14:46:00.002+08:00

omg.. i am reli like screaming over the timetable.. my CDs is like... 4-6pm again.. arghh.. and its like our class few ppl have such time slot.. i am goin to wait for 3 hrs alone la.. sianzz.. nvm.. its all for studies sake.. arghh... and heard from yunqi tt 04 split class and those bitches are coming.. sighs.. i thought tt we would hv a peaceful class from then on but now it seems like it is gonna be worst.. seriously.. y does it hv to be them man.. omg..

well well.. tok to dear yest.. andi told him.. 2 yrs from now, he wil HV to attend my graduation ceremony.. and he was like.. yea.. of course! haha.. even if we are not together!! lols.. i felt like some kinda princess givin orders..

watched the other boleyn gal yest.. show was nice nice nice.. oh.. and street king th day b4.. both movies are nice and maby.. if u hv time go watch it yea! sch hols is comin to an end.. and next sem's fri i wil like hv 8am lessons.. oh man!! i got to wake up like 6 plus la.. and its some kinda labtt cant missed de.. after tt is all lectures which kinda kills me off cos i dun like goin sch on fridays.. haha..

hurt-ed

2008-04-15T21:44:00.002+08:00

i am hurt again.. its the same guy who loved me.. its always him him him and no one else.. sighs..

knowing tt todae is his last day at HFC i felt superbly sad.. cos it is the place where we started, it is the place that kept lots of memories.. and he is gonna be trasfered off.. i thought tt he would always be there to 'look after' our memories.. i dun blame him for leavin cos he dun reli have a choice.. but wat reli hurts me the most is.. he told me tt he dun wanna c me and he dun like to c me in store.. i was like.. hah? i am juz waiting for my fren here and i am juz droppin by to pass u a piece of cake.. he words reli hurt me.. i hate it.. why is it always like tt.. why cant he juz change his attitude.. sighs.. though i didnt tel him wat i was tinkin.. i reli feel so hurt.. i juz said fine, bye and i walked off.. and now he juz treat it as nth! NTH has happen.. and pls! dun lie to me.. AT ALL.. even if it is a small small matter, smaller than an ant, dun lie.. dun bother to lie and pretend nth has happen the next day.. u juz make me feel tt i am so useless and i am so being USED by u!

2008-04-13T23:38:00.002+08:00

Woo.. time reli fly yea!! keke.. its been 5 days tt i didnt blog.. but it no worries, i am stil alive! keke.. sch goona start next wk le. omg.. but at least better then jun xian they all cos they starting sch tmr!! anyways.. rosemary.. jia yous k.. lol.. its been one year since u study.. hmmm.. more than 1 yr lo.. keke... i am like so not lookin forward to sch now.. cos i am reli enjoyin days now.. play comp, slp late, almost everyday see him.... no study, no stress, no worries.. keke.. omg la...

hmm... lets c... tis hols though i didnt do much stuff.. but at least i manged to work a few days, earned some money, went to genting, packed my room.. haha... and did some nice scrap book for him and stuff like tt.. though not many tings but its comfirm better than sloggin out at yoshinoya and then after work try to catch some films online.. slp late and refuse to wake up for work the next day.. keke...

and tel u a sad ting... somehow, my teeth is growin at the extreme end of my left bottom gum.. it super hurts can.. sighss.. the gum is like swollen and i hv ulcers.. omg.. wats happenin la.. torture torture torture na..

2008-04-08T23:33:00.002+08:00

hehe!! i told my mum i am goin for chalet and she gave tt black face!! but i dun care! i am goin.. yunqi, qing ling.. lols.. u got to help me yea!! i said tt i am goin on chalet from thu to sat!! okies... juz say classmates birthday lo.. haha... tis is juz for in case only.. dun worry.. keke.. juz like tt lo..

okies.. todae watched An empress and the warriors.. reli nice sia the movie.. the story is touchin.. omg la.. if i am in kelly chan's shoes i tink i wil juz like go and die!! lols.. haha... but she is reli veri wei da in the movie!! if u peeps have chance, go watch it ok.. its nice la.. trust me!! hehe..

erm.. i have decided to do a scarp book filled wif pictures and a paragraph for each page, and then.. the last page is a necklace for our 6mth-versary present!! lol.. any suggestions.. ppl!! help!! keke.. the big day is tis fri!! keke..

2008-04-08T01:36:00.003+08:00

okies.. the happy me is back.. tis wat love is all about.. hehe.. met him juz nowfor awhile.. at page one.. the outside.. hmm... the otherside.. not the entrance.. then tok and tok.. around 1 hr bahx.. while qing ling n liza went for a walk.. yay.. all cleared and our love increased!! opps.. keke.. then he msged me shortly after we parted and he wans to send me off.. keke.. he asked for permission.. lols.. so sweet larhs.. had some food before he send me off.. sat at the bus stop and chatted.. and here comes the bus.. hmm.. and decided to give it a miss and tok tok tok... so nice na.. was reli a nice one..

decided to go home myself cos he stil hv to return to store cos of stupid jap bosses.. nvm.. at least i get to c him todae and i am contented!!

and alan tan yip!! no manners.. i say u nv c me le and u stil tel him tt u saw me!! roar!!

i was playin daidee wif tom and qing ling til 5 min ago.. time to slp!! nites.. tmr i c him c him c him!!

2008-04-06T00:25:00.002+08:00

hmm.. i am stil pms-ing.. i dun noe.. i get irritated for no reasons when i am aloneat home.. i am like so hot tempered.. mayb cos alone at home makes me feel bored.. but its like so wired la.. but i am feeling better now.. yea.. so hope everyting wil juz get better.. tmr i most probably wil be staying at home and be a good girl since mum says she wil be out of the hse!! great.. at least peace for me.. mayb i wil pack my stuff, mayb i wil clean my room, may i wil rot.. lol.. lots of possibilities lo.. hehe..

went to met him juz now since surprisingly he dun hv to stay todae.. had gloria jeanscoffe which sctually sux.. lol.. hmm.. he tok to me abt some stuff tt was small but for a unknown reason, i got pissed off... but i didnt show it out.. i took a deep breathe and swallowed it makin tears flowin again.. sighsss.. i wonder if i am stil a human cos i am reli behaving wiredly recently.. probably i reli need to release off my temper somehow soon.. too much tings has happen and i wonder when the last strawwill come.. well.. i hope when it coms, it wont be tt disastrous cos i love.. i stil love..

2008-04-04T22:44:00.002+08:00

yay!! went for qing ming early in the morning .. yawn.. keke.. then after tt went to meed lao gong le!! yay.. ate ajisen ramne and replaced my ez link card tt i lost yest.. wa lao a.. it cos a bomb la can. haiz.. promised my self tt i shall be careful wif my stuffs.. hehe.. then after tt went to k box at kallang leisure park.. hehe.. sang for 5 hrs.. got kinda bored and decided to play daidee while listening to songs.. and time flies.. and i got emo-ed again.. cos i juz cant stand the thought of not see-ing him for 3 consecutive days la.. then cried lo.. hehe.. but after tt ok le.. rlei enjoyed myself todae.. hmm shall plan wat i gonna do these 3 days w/o him.. tmr probably shalll stay home.. then sun mayb goo out and mon probably cycling wif jun xian they all bahx.. plan is temporary likett but subjected to changes yea.. hehe... anyone wans to date me.. faster b4 sch starts eh.. otherwise too bad le.. lol..

juz pass by gess choir blog.. they had choir everyday tis weekkk.. kinda pit them but tt's the way if u guys wanna put up a good show and impress all.. its worth all the hard work, reli.. and trust me tt performances wil gule u guys to be more united, more as a team!! jia yous..

2008-04-03T22:07:00.002+08:00

another day tt i wasted.. lol.. nvm.. at least i noe wat i did.. keke.. i painted my nails again yest.. but i tel u.. i am still emo-ing for no reasons.. how long can we pms huh.. its like so torturous for me and those ard me.. especially the poor him la. kekke... i juz hope tt the 'good' fren can faster come and i can get over wif all the pms nonsense.. lol.. Seriously, watever a gal said during pms period cant be believed de.. hehe.. i noe tt of course.. lol...

hmm.. i missed the sch mentor camp and so does yiwen and yunqi i guess.. lol.. super funny la.. all wanted to go but all didnt go.. i wanted to go... but juz not in the mood eh.. yea lo.. cannt blame me horx.. otherwise i kill!! lol.. i kill ppl de if u blame me anyhows.. lol..

2008-04-01T23:10:00.002+08:00

i am pms-ing again.. can u believe it.. i actually feel tt tis sch hols is not enough or in otherwords, i hv woke up and realised tt i have wasted my 7wks of preciuos hols.. i said i wannapack my stuff especiallytohse btw me and him, i said i wanna pack my room, i said i wanna fix jisaw puzzle.. but... nth takes place.. i juz watsed my time.. doin wats.. i dun noe.. i onlynoe tt i went for work, i went cycling once, i went genting and tt's all.. its such a wow!!

and i went for tis job interview juz now.. i was so eager to work but now... everyting steam off.. cos i realised tt i did nth so leave alone to work to kill off my hols and to earn somemoney.. i nvfelt so unsatisfaied wif my own performance b4.. haizz... now.. should i give up tis job?? its a permanent job lei.. will i be able to work when sch starts or will i juz live my life like last sems where i juz juggle btw studies and relationship.. wil i be able to take it if i work?? wil i hv enough time for sch?? wil i hv enought time for him?? wil i juz give up my job half way and find way to lead my life all over again juz like tt time when i left yoshi i felt so lost..??!! oh no!!

2008-03-30T12:04:00.002+08:00

lol.. i gone missing again.. keke.. no larhs.. was kinda busy.. hmm.. we quarreled om tues.. reli big one after i went for seoul garden wif caiyun, tom, kahwee.. sianzz.. it was so big that i almost called it off.. reli.. i was like sooooo darn heartborken by the words he said.. but nvm.. its all over!!! we are stil together tt happy, we stil loves... haha. ppl.. i am reli ok yea.. kke.. these few days went to meet him after his work and he taught me how to play dai dee.. but.. hmmm.. not reli improvements till yest where i finally won him in the overall!! keke.. yay!! reli enjoyed myself these few days.. but i am stil considering whether to go for the MTC camp anot.. sianzz.. cos its like.. i dun wanna stay overnight in sch.. i dread waking up early and i now got no mood to go for camps reli.. yea lo.. so stil thinkin.. sorry maky for keepin u wait..

2008-03-25T21:46:00.002+08:00

okays!! it reli sucks.. i then rmb all these started last thu where my mum juz came into contact wif my 'wonderful' aunt.. a typical bitch.. those ppl like her.. for example yoshi de belinda and monica.. all are the same kind.. tok nicely in front of tt person, stir up trouble and back stab is there profession.. reli.. they are short and round ; define-ly.. i wil swallow eveyting til i cant and i shall c wats gonna happen.. i am being polite by sayin tt i reach home le.. and she screamed- wa.. wings grow hard already.. go where also dun need to say.. u tink here is ur hotel ar.. i got so fucking pissed off and i ignored her.. she fuck man.. who the hell is she!! i am 18 and blink blink i wil be 21!! and lets wait.. u better stop the time for u to torture me then!!

how i iwsh there is this life long FOC hotel stay so tt i can leave tis freakin hse.. there is reli no more love!! i hate u!!

2008-03-23T21:28:00.002+08:00

okays!! i went out todae cos i simply refuse to receive any more naggings.. woke up around 10 plus cos meeting him at 12pm for lunch b4 he goes to work.. hmm i pissed him off by askin him to wait for qing ling.. but he is reli over re-acting lo.. haiz.. nvm.. but we were ok.. sat at coffee bean and played those brain games in his phone.. haha.. like normal like tt lo.. after tt met qing ling.. but she was late.. he wanted to pei me wait but i didnt want to already... so buai gian already.. yea lo.. so pushed him off at 2pm and i waited alone... luckily she wasnt tt late larhs..

then walked around vivo.. saw loads of nice clothes, tried some but didnt buy.. cos didnt reli wanted to spend.. but tt woman spended. haha.... after tt went to orchard cos she wanted to go cotton on.. but we didnt bu anyting in the end.. after had dinner at pepper lunch... it was directly opposite yoshi and i saw tis bastard hoh kek meng.. suck man.. he is reli a womanizer! and iseriously wonder y he can wear tt manager uniform since he rejoin not long ago.. its so insulting to the manager uniform and i believe he is stil tt bastard.. cos he left yoshi for pepper lunch and came back to yoshi from pepper lunch... wat a loser!!!

heard tis jap song at pepper lunch tt made me emo.. cos it was tt MVP valentines de song.. so sad larhs.. tried not tink abt it le.. but stil emo now lorhs.. and he is busy working.. haizz... nvm!! shall play some games then!!

2008-03-22T19:59:00.002+08:00

suck man!! y would i like havea mother like tt.. like some empress dowager.. fuck like nobody.. early in the morning come into my room and kao bei.. ( i yest ask u to change bedsheet y u nv change.. u are getting more and more forgetful.. u are like dunnoe wat... u treat tis place like a hotel?? u tink u are princess.. u nv tink for ur parents... u latergo washthe fan, mop the floor, settle the clothes and bedsheet) after tt she stand there and stare like fuck.. i reli got so pissed off but i juz kept quiet.. and i did everyting ok!!

and juz 5 min ago.. she came into the room and say again.. (there is liang cha on the table y nv drink?? u tink tis is ur hotel ar..) i told i noe when my dad tel me and i say i wil drink later.. there she goes (u reli tink here is hotel ar... u tink u are some big princess is it) eh.. sofuck so fuck man.. she said many tings which i cant bother to rmb but i am reli so pissed off.. i told her off.. wats ur problem!! and she tells me.. (your mother is teaching u!! next time u will have kids, u will marry.. u now find me irritating, veri fan next time ur kids wil find u like tt too.. ) come on larhs.. i swear i wont be so uneducated in the way of bringing up children can!! dun use those ancient methods to teach kids in the 21st century! wake up man!! u suck!!

and there she goes spoiling my morning, spoiling my nite!! wat a nice mother right ppl!!

2008-03-20T22:10:00.002+08:00

boo!! i am back!! haha.. Genting trip was reli nice reli fun!! reli enjoyed myself.. i came back yest night ard 11pm, unpack and sleep... hehe.. was super super tired..

1st day:
went to outdoor theme park.. played most of the game though i was stil sick.. the roller coaster was nice eh... then... hehe.. went to CASINO in the nite wif him!! he juz held my hand and we walk in openly, no one catch larhs.. got to c how they operate and gamble some bacarat.. cool...

2nd day:
hang ard in the room wif some games.. went for lunch, shopping, took cable car!! super nice.. cos of those howling winds and scenery!! and.. hehe.. CASINO again.. cos there got 2 ma.. played bacarat and jackpot!! won won!!!

3rd day:
slpt wil rather late before check out!! went for tis northeren malaysia buffet which was considered superbly cheap de.. hehe.. and we departed home.. sianzz..

haha.. for today.. we finally get to watched no country for old man le.. sotry doesnt reli link wif the title lo.. its a murder story.. but the story was not bad!!
anyways ppl!! miss u guys yea!1 meet up soon!! hehe.. i hv loads of time to rot and i got my 4 days, 350 bucks pay le!! and guess wat... i wil be goin to shangarila for onsite work and dinner FOC there!! yay!! muacksss...

2008-03-16T15:25:00.002+08:00

okays peepss...final post before i goin missing for probably the next 4 days or so... cos i am goin genting tonight le!! but guess wat.. i am like sick larhs.. bleah..sianz.. was having fever yest which is like his birhtday lo!! arghh... but nvm... we went to eat pastamania and hv a black forest cake since he cant hv cheese.. we two like ate the whole cake larhs.. the $28 de from breaktok shortly after pastamania.. after which, i feel unwell and fever came.. so cui-ed... but nvm.. i am not hvin fever anymores but my nose are giving me big problem!! cos i keep sneezing and nose is block!! sianzzz.. and the bus tonight is expected to be freezing-ly cold!! so yea lo ppl!! wish me luck yea!!!

oh yea!! rmb to miss me too!!

2008-03-14T22:28:00.002+08:00

boo!! i rotted at home today.. hahass... watched 'gateaux affairs' i dun noe how to spell and finally completed his present le!! cheers.. its tis globe tt is filled wif hearts and there wil be tis couple bear living in it!! hehe.. someting like me and him living in tis little world of ours tt is filled wif love, drown by love.. lol.. sounds kinda wired and mushy i tink.. i swear i am not goin to tel him tis so as to let his imagination run wild.. haha..

okays.. tmr is sat and sun wil follow after!! and ppl!! i am goin off to genting!! anyting tt u need me to buy?? let me noes.. but no CHEWING and BUBBLE gums pls!! cos i am a super super good girl and i wil eat them til i am sick and tired of it when i am there!! hahass... i am soooo nice right..

when i come back, hv lots of catchin up to do!! wif jx they all, rose they all and tt kho yuru!!! lol... and probably meet up wif qing ling bahx.. she is like so lonelyssss... but i stil wanna work!!

result is out

2008-03-12T22:23:00.002+08:00

okays.. tis sem's result is out... sighhsss.. no signs of improvement.. cos the gpa is 3.47.. juz 0.01 better then last sems.. but the 'alphabet' grades are more presentable.. more As at least.. sighhss.. been emo for dun noe wat reason and he doesnt seem to care.. or is it tt i tink too much.. i juz feel tt our love has subsided and probably its time for us to seperate for probably a few days... but its like.. cant possibly keep askin meto run to malaysia as and when juz to give us somespace right.. i tink probably is cos its sch hols now and tt's y we meet up almost everyday ya.. and he some more fetches me from work.. so far without fail since i start work..

i felt so pampered larhs!! watched rule 1 todae.. tt stupid ghost story.. it is kinda stupid movie but the endin has a nice twist though i was confused.. at least it didnt end like some typical stories!!

2008-03-11T00:28:00.002+08:00

mak yun qiiiiii!!! roar!! haha.. tis woman.. pat tor liao nv share!!! haha... but anyways.. wish her xing fu dao yong yuan!!! hehe...

okays.. forced myself to work again.. its always the wake up part tt is difficult.. other then tt everyting is fine.. reli fine yea!! okays.. will get pay on the 18th and the few days of work wil give me a total of 350 bucks.. yay!!! finally got some income coming in le.. not considering if i wanna go back to segamat wif my parents during good friday.. cos i before tt i wil be at genting.. and its like few days after i come back i have to go malaysia again larhs.. omg..yea.. so need to consider first ok.. hehe..

I hatE myself

2008-03-09T21:58:00.002+08:00

okays.. u noe wat.. i am forcing myself to work for the 3rd time tmr!! i dun noe y.. but i juz detest the ides of working now.. probably cos of the early time 8am tt i hv to wake up.. cos before hols.. i simply cant wait to slp til i wake up on my own when sch hols arrives.. but now... the fact is.. i am forcing myself out of bed early in the morning, 8am or as early as 6am!!!yes tt's right.. 6am juz to earn money during sch hols.. i reli hate it!! but i force myself by sayin: muz go work muz go!! otherwise no income for u le.. its sch hols now.. time to work..

haiz.. y am i tinkin tis.. cos i dun wan to add on to his burden since its sch hols.. and we are goin on holidays which wil definetly means spending... yea so i am reli tryin to help by reducing $$$ spents and increasing $$$ earned.. but i reli hate it when i force myself to do such tings.. though it is like 7bucks an hour..but.. if i can chose, i wil go back to yoshi.. reli.. cos i reli miss those 12-closing timings which suites me perfectly cos i slp and wake up late!!! sighsss

2008-03-03T21:37:00.002+08:00

okays.. while waiting for my turn to bathe shall blog awhile.. hehe... hmm... had tis temp job for 4 days i tink.. tue, wed,thu fri.. wed is mayb only.. depends on wat is goin to happen tmr yea.. hehe.. then thu got to reach some auditorium at 7am in the morning.. oh gosh la.. tmr suppose to go sentosa wif him de.. but cos of this job then decided to give sentosa a miss.. tt's wat he said cos sentosa can go anytime de.. then tis job is like 6-7 bucks per hour..i cant rmb which is which la.. lol.. then like tt lo.. hv to slp early tonight cos tmr around 7 got to wake up, meetin him 7.45 at farrer park mrt for breakfast before work startin at 9.. sianzz.. wish tt i can wake up man ppl!! lol larhs...

Yawnnssss

2008-02-28T11:56:00.001+08:00

yawnnnsss... i am like so sleepy now, forcing myself to swallow all the htm notes.. sianzz... didnt slp well yest night and super deprive of slp now la.. exams sux man.. and tt rosemary.. pangseh-ed me for tmr.. roar. nvm.. if no one dates me then i wil stay at home and watch videos and do his birthday presents lo.. i like got lots of stuff to do.. and the gentig trip is almost comfirmed and i am still struggling how to tel my mum.. wanted to lie to her tt i am goin for camp but didnt reli wan to lie.. i am 18 liao and i am stil lyin??? ands.. its a fact tt i can decide on my own le.. so i and qing ling came out wif this good plan.. tel our mums tt we are goin on tis class trips cos our class wont be the same the next time sch starts.. ppl leavin and stuff like tt.. so its like the last class gathering and all are goin.. so how can i dun go lei.. haha.. i shall say someting like tt to her and i promise tt i wil try my veri best not to "turn face" wif her okays.. haha..

yest esfac paper was ok and became one of my most confident paper le.. cos i do how to do 90% of the questions at least expect for those needed definition de.. but hmmm. nvm la.. already over le..

shalll go back and swallow more htm and its super indigesting la!!

2008-02-25T20:46:00.002+08:00

i am feeling so bad now.. hehe.. cos tmr is tbp and i went out juz now.. opps... went for yum yum food.. so nice la.. but its like i eating more cos of exams.. its like.. mouth hv to keep munchin in order to study.. so omg la.. i simply cant wait for friday to come.. and i encourage myself by telling myself it is ard the corner if i concentrate.. otherwise u wil regret regret regret!!!

i am determined in tis very second to go study after tis post!! i believe i can.. cos its final lap for my year 1 journey and i can make it!! i saw tis jigsaw puzzle which i am determined to fix it during my hols if i am rlei jobless.. at least it wil keep me occupied instead of tinkin rubbish!! haha... okays.. i am like so random..

2008-02-23T21:50:00.003+08:00

sometimes i juz dun feel love.. i dun noe y.. haiz.. i guess i am driving myself into corners again.. i reli didnt wan to be like tt.. juz like todae.. went out wif him, gave up the chance to study.. but it all started well.. juz til the night.. haiz.. he simply makes me feel tt he hasnt change.. he juz temporarily stop physically goin to genting.. but mentally.. he stil misses tt place.. stil wans to go there.. i dun noe if i am tinkin too much or wat.. but i simply feel tings tis way.. haiz.. wat can i do???

probably i juz need a break.. but i am simply reluctant to say tis cos i noe i wil regret and it wil hurt the both of us.. he did nth wrong.. its juz tt i havent adapt to him totally.. i wil give myself more chances to try and tok myself through throughout the sch hols.. hopefully it works but i stil hope tt i can find a job!!!

2008-02-22T20:24:00.002+08:00

y is it tt it always happens like tt.. its like when i do the past year papers.. they are easy.. close one eye can do.. but when it comes to our own paper.. its always so different, so difficult.. term test is like tt.. now also like tt.. a change in syllabus doesnt mean tt u guys can do it la!! bleah.. its like so watever...

okays.. obviously.. todae's maths paper was "cui-ed" de.. haiz.. nvm... shall work hard on the next 3 papers if i hv the mood to study.. if not.. leave it to rot all the way like todae's.. hehe..

2008-02-21T20:04:00.002+08:00

its maths tmr!! omg la... at home no mood to study.. go out feel so guilty.. oh no man!!! shall start maths after tis post.. wish me luck ppl and wish tt the paper wont be a killer to spoil our confidence tmr!! pls dun do tis to me!! lol.. hehe.. went to jalan besar mac wif yunqi to help her wif maths... after tt went to vivo... haha.. met alan on the way and decided to walk to store... saw linda eating and decided to scare her.. hehes... then chatted for a while tokin abt tis corrupted manager who eats money and goin to resign soon... if any (tt company) ppl c tis post.. yes!! it is him.. ur beloved manager belinda!! how well u praised him u should noe!!! but he stil left after he got his PR and he stillss... yea lo!! u fool!! fool kid.. super childish of u to trust ppl tis way cos a 18yr old girl also noe tt it is fake promise!! lol....

oppss.. i sound super evil la!! but... she is simply un-wise!!

2008-02-19T21:29:00.002+08:00

i Wanna Do weLl for examS..!!!

hmm.. but i simply cant settle down to do my stuff.. lol.. i juz keep movin here and there... goin here goin there.. wat should i do... i dun wan GPA of 3.4!!! i wanna do better when i noe tt i can.. provided tt i settle down and study.. omg la!!! did some tbp memorising, maths.. and nth else.. i can see tt my esfac is goin down the drain juz like last sems' FACOM!! i simply dun like these physics related stuff!! i swear i have nv like physics stuff.. seriously and tt's y i dun do well.. tis is so true!!! omg la.. i tink i chose the wrong course and but so far i dun regret yet!! and i hope i dun!! otherwise i will be wasting my time yea!! but nvm.. cos not everyone do wat they study. hehe.. bleah...

time to study!! buaizzzz

2008-02-18T22:37:00.002+08:00

2008-02-18T17:40:00.001+08:00

ha... i spent my day at home TRYIN to mug... the key word is trying.. yea.. so in the end.. nth happens... y leix..?? i also dun noe.. do maths.. wrong ans.. memorise tbp... nth gets in.. so too bad!!! give up for todae.. tmr he off so wont be studyin.. hmmm.. wish me luck ppl!!!

hope exams to quickly fly past so tt i wont waste my time mugging.. roar!!

2008-02-16T23:07:00.002+08:00

i have nv enjoyed weekends like now.. haha.. though not workin, no income but weekends are stil busy busy busy.. hehe.. sometimes i realise tt i am one who wans to control.. i simplycant take it when he told me tt he wans to go back yoshi and help in the night.. its not tt i wanna control.. its juz tt i feel so unwise of him to go back since they have already of him for a zillions of times... i swear i hv nv seen ppl like them before since all are wokin in the same store.. y do tis.. watever it is!!! its all over!!

2008-02-14T23:13:00.003+08:00

here comes the long waited valentines!! yay... went out in the afternoon.. hehe.. gave the interview a miss since cant make it on time.. opps.. hehe.. went to take neoprint-a muz muz!! then went to shop around.. bought 2 tops at fox and he spended 66 bucks for tt.. hehe.. thx lots yea!!! went to swensens at marina square and hv early dinner since we didnt reli eat lunch.. had the valentines day meal and a ice creams.. super full can!!! but the atmosphere was super romantic la!! lol.. reli love it lots!!!

HEre are some photos...

2008-02-14T00:35:00.002+08:00

guess wat.. i spend mt "last day" of school chiong-ing projects.. lol.. multi-tasking hcde and tbp.. wa.. the tbp reli sux man!! arghh.. we were the 1st few to finish at first but was the last at the end.. cos qing ling calculated the area wrongly and we hv to re-simulate everyting which took ages.. and the problem is cos the building is too tall so it takes so long!! sianzz.. i didnt noe until bad came back from cds la!! thanks bad!! actually can go home latest by 3 plus de but ended up at 7!! omg la can!! then cabbed wif yunqi, yiwen, qingling cos they goin for chingay.. so soon bian send me to city hall!! haha.. save time ma since i meeting my parents at outram for dinner!!

its valentines ppl!!!!!

2008-02-12T21:19:00.000+08:00

phwee... i finally passed my 4 days in malaysia rotting.. and not seeing him!! lol... met him yest after 4 long days and the feeling was wired.. felt like i am different from the past.. lo... feel kinda scare lo.. but after tt manged to find back 80% of the past me.. hehe.. he bought me some chocos in a bouquet kind and a heart-shapesss bracelet.. haha... so nice la!! but dissappointed tt wild hog's cafe is fully booked for valentines day.. ask him to book cafe cartel/ swensens but he say dun need.. makes me feel so wired lo.. like he dun bother like tt.. haizz.. nvm.. shall c how on thus.. hope everyting goes well.. valentines day wif love ones has nv happen for ages yea!!! hehe..

school is reli reli busy.. wif 2 projects to be completed tmr!! hope everyting goes well yea!!! cos i dun wanna go to sch on thu!!! its valentines!!!

2008-02-04T21:57:00.000+08:00

went to meet him after doin hcde wif yunqi.. was pissed off with tt stupid ting.. lol.. but managed to do it.. but left qing ling to finish her part on her own.. wanted to help her.. but cant.. i got to go to meet him and yunqi meeting her fren too.. yea.. so went off hurriedly.

went to clark quay.. sat there after dinner and chatted.. tok abt me goin off to malaysia for 4 days.. he cant send me off cos of work.. and cant fetch me when i return cos i dun noe by wat means i wil return and wat time... cos i hv high possibility of takin a car ride all the way from KL!! wish me luck ppl!! i am comin back on the sun where everyone else is! so dumb la! wil be stuck in the traffic jam.. if i can i wil reli juz alight and walk and meet him la!! sianzz.. was super emo juz now cos he was like sayin tt i dun care abt his feelings by askin him to send me off and tis and tt... i didnt mean it la! i was reli juz randomly speakin.. i hope he didnt mind wat he says too.. haiz.. nvm..

2008-02-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

woot!! chinses new year is comin!! yay!! money money money. but ar.. i better not be so confident cos dun forget my grandma juz pass away last yr.. sianzz... i hate to tink of tis.. cos i already nvwork liao.. then somemore once a year de income also gone.. if i noe like tis.. i wotn quit yoshi lo.. i am reli regrettin.. i wanna find a job.. reli.. cant survive on tt 50 bucks a week from my mum..

haiz.. reli hate myself lo!! for being no money.. dun care!! muz work after valentines!! reli... cos after tt is exams and 7 wks hols which i wont and i swear i wont burn it w/o workin.. i rather go pick rubbish so long as they pay me reasonably!! haha...

2008-01-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

24hrs a day is nv enough... seriously.. i need to do tis do tt like no body's business.. projects, assignments and everyting!! gosh... tmr i wil hv minimum 1 test and a role play presentation in jap.. and i like be slightly free-er!! i hope so.. exams is end of feb, after CNY!! sianzz.. but luckily i already bought my CNY clothes le.. wif my mum and tis means nt a single cent from me!! lol...

should be starting work tis friday cos reli no choice.. need some money and secure a job since i wil hv a 7 wks holidays!!

2008-01-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

can someone help me to stop the time plssss.. haha.. i am not getting emo.. juz tt time files like some jet plane and nv stop.. my god.. in a blink i am 18.. soon chinese new year.. soon exams... soon me and him already in our 3rd mth.. everyting is like soon soon soon!! arghh... stop pls.. i reli super stress, super pack.. i am like tinkin of sacrisfy-in the time for me and him juz for studies.. i noe he wil say he wont mind but putting myself in his shoes... i wil feel so hurt so emo though i wil wan the opposite to do well!!! so i muz nv nv do tt!! i can do it! i can mange my time!! i can i can i can!!!!

plus love myself, love him, love everyone!!

2008-01-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

okays.. timereli flies.. haha..

1st ting first.. thx to my classmates who bought me a cake for my birthday!!reli appreciated it lots lots!! thx!!!

2nd ting: i went to eat mache wif him on my birthday night! yay!!!yum yum.. reli yum yum okays... too bad if u missed it ppl!! haha...

me have reli been busy thsesfew days wif sch and everyting.. the htm presentation went okay, nth hick up!! quizes, presentation, projects.. everyting is ju popin up like no body' business and i have to chiong chiong chiong le!! cos after exams and the next time u c me in tp.. i wil be yr 2 le.. haha.. super old le can!!!

2008-01-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

Fuck man!!! fuck fuck fuck!!! super on fire now!!! arghh.. first ting i reach home mum says... 31st dec u nv go sch go where?? i was like.. at home!!! so du lan!! then after bath she says... didn u ever bring ur boyfren home before??(my mind tels me muz be tis old hag next door who was tokin to my mum tis morning when i left hse) i was like.. yea.. yest after manicure he open hse door for me!! tt's all.. then she gave tt dun believe look!! and says.. i scare u do wrong ting ma.. like ur aunt says.. give a "big ball" as a present! at first i was like.. wat's tt?? then she say it SARCASTICALLY again and i finally understood!! she meant my aunt said i wil become a unwed mother!! fuck la!! tt's the reason why i dun wanna let u all noe i hv boyfren.. 1st my privacy isinterrupted by all tis stupid quest.. secondly even my OWN mother tinks tt i am tt kind of lose girl.. 3rd-ly, my aunt who is my own kin wags her doggie tongue and said tis.. halo!! my main aim of bringing him there for dinner is not tis ok.. i juz wan u all to noe more abt me.. i am tryin to let u all noe more abt me.. i am steppin out of my comfort zone out of good will and tis is wat i get in payback?? then i tink i am juz a dumb fool.. a stupid clown.. someone who (zi zuo duo qing)..

step out of my life then!!! i dun need all tis!!! thx lots mum!!

2008-01-12T23:23:00.000+08:00

another busy few days... haha.. yest night went for dinner wif my parents, aunt and dear!! my god la.. he made me wait for hours.. i mean in aonther words tt freaking yoshinoya bosses tied him there, made me wait for hours.. first time i wair for ppl until reli wanna cry la!! argh... then he was like so nervous cos meeting my parents.. haha.. but everting went well tis time.. jokes and laughter!! hehe.. good good.. so happy lo!! got to eat swensens ice cream cake and the dinner plus present for my mum cost him ard 160 bucks.. awww... heart pain forhim yea.. hehe..

todae went to ps wif him!!! yay.. wore the red heels tt he bought for me.. it was super tall and it hurts.. sianzz.. i ren all the way til go home!! yay!!! cos is he buy de!! then he bought me tis couple ring with our names engraved on it!! awww.. super touched.. and he nearly..... haha.. okays.. reli scare me la.. i was like.. dun dun.. hehe.. then he sent me home for a reason tt he dun feel safe letting mego home todae.. haha.. i was like.. okays...

2008-01-08T19:18:00.000+08:00

okays.. i went missing again.. haha.. me bought a new shoe.. on sunday when shoppin wif him.. bought itat twinkletoe and reli like it.. hmm.. me.. todae went to sch for hcde lesson.. then qing ling, yunqi they all after tt wanted to go takemc cos they yest eat steamboat then food poisonin.. yiwen better stil didnt even come.. lol... me?? took mc too cos dun wanna be alone for htm lesson... on the way back reli felt sick.. arghh.. super irritating la! always my intention is to buy mc but i always ended up sick also de.. was having headache.. like cramps in head.. told the doctor.. and hewas like.. u are veri stress is it? i was like... yeaaaa.. haha.. he gave me 4 types of medicine la! my god.. then 2 days mc.. lol.. super happy.. he make me feel like i am insane or someting can! then camehome, slack around and took medicine and went to slp! i mean the medicine makes me reli drowsy! then i woke up sunddenly thinkin tt i was late for sch! haha.. imagine how stress i am! hehe.. i find myself super wired can!

1st day of school

2008-01-02T20:54:00.000+08:00

todae first day of school... dear met me at tiong mrt cos he decided to pei me to sch.. haha.. wat a nice start for the year!! hehe... went to eat mac at princess before goin to ESFAC tutorial and obviously i missed the 9am lecture.. hehe.. but juz cant be bothered.. haha.. resultwas acceptable.. ESFAC=84, EMATHS 2=86, TBP=86.. haha.. i was so surprised wif my TBP can.. cos i went to watch warlords the day before TBP and i managed to get86!! haha... overall my class did well for ESFAC despite the fact tt wedun listen during lecture and copyblindly during tutorial.. its like class got 20 ppl, and 14 got an A can.. haha.. so cool right..

but i was super tired todae, totally no mood to study for jap during the 4 hrs breakcos i didntslp well last night.. i also dun noe y but juz like tt lo.. sianzz.. slept in the library for ard 1/2hr la!! 1st time i managed to slp in library can cos its like so noisy tt type so imagine how tired i am!

2008-01-01T15:17:00.000+08:00

BOO!!! happy New YEar!!! haha.. tis year's new yr is reli a memorable one!!! me and him was like so... i reli cant tink of a word to describe it!! so (jing tian dong di) tt kind of ting.. haha.. reli lo.. i was reli crying like mad and it was reli a suffering day as i was soo afraid to lose him!!! but night, close to midnight was such a sweet, beautiful one.. i love him lots!! i wil nv forget it.. reli.. \

and sorry to tom, caiyun, sok and jun xian especially!!! for pangseh-ing u all, not watch the movie wif u all.. and i wasted tt 10 bucks.. but nvm.. worth it!! hehe.. i dun tink i wil wanna watch anymore mid night movie cos firstly, he dun like it.. secondly my mum nags.. i wanna be a good girl.. i mean at least til i turn 18!! haha..

HaPPy NeW YEar!!!!

life sux

2007-12-29T19:30:00.000+08:00

sometimes i juz feel so fed up u noe.. its like y cant he juz be more social-able. since we already agreed to hv a count down at hfc on the31st... then wat for insist on goin on at 1230?? y he juz pei us to watch a movie ard 11pm de and then go home around one plus.. juz one hour more only ma.. y cant he juz give in.. y y y!!!! argh.. i reli juz hope tt he can join us tis time!!! since alien vs predator 2 he also wanna watch de.. y not join us.. always we 2 watch movie only he not sian meh.. juz tis once only.. i reli hope tt he can go lo.. haizz... super saddenin... spoils my day!! i am in superno mood todae for a unknown reason.. no one goes out wif me.. and i simply cant be bothered to find ppl!! i dun wanna stay home, i dun wanna go out.. wat i simply wan i also dun noe can!! arghh.. might as well juz go and die.. i feel so useless speding my saturday rottin at home when i used to be workin, spending time away at yoshinoya.. i am like so wanna work but i resign partly cos i dun wanna hv cinflict wif him cos of work!! i feel so frustrated abt life now!!

i juz wanna find new job to earn some pocket money now and i juz wished tt he could understand me more!! sometimes i hv afeeling like we are not meant for each other and frequently having insecurities tt we might juz "blow off" .. arghh.. life suxxx

2007-12-28T22:34:00.000+08:00

sighssss... holidays willbe over in no time.. sianz lo.. tis is how i spend my holidays.. choir, dating, rotting at home.. haha.. super shiok can! but now got to do htm project le.. otherwise suer kanna sleep-less nights when sch starts.. dun wanna die so fast can!!! hehe...

todae rotted at home til 3 then go bathe and went to meet him!! haha.. rotted at coffee bean for ard 1 hrs plus.. hehe.. got to noe tt geraldine wil be leavin store le.. on the 30th last day.. ralf wil take over.. anyways i dun noe how to spell his name na!!! watever can.. tt mr how is like so happy tt geral is happy.. i mean work wise since she is like not a veri convincing in-charge which i agree.. like jay said before.. she is stil unsure of her duties as a in-charge.. since i left ar.. i pity tt mr how lo... everyting he has to do.. somemore muz remind her of her job.. then no more certain stocks they also dun inform one... as if like he is the in charge like tt no.. its like so wat the f*** tt kind can.. haha.. but i dun give a darn la.. since i am not longer there.. anyways.. i wanna find new job yea!!!

2007-12-26T22:32:00.000+08:00

woot!! time flies.. i havent been bloggin for pass few days.. haha.. was super busy..

23rd dec
it was concert day!!! yay.. was so cool la.. slaced at home til noon then met the alumnis ard two plus at tiong.. hv lunch there.. me and van drank sweet talk, ate old chang kee.. opps..it's like concert is juz tonight... i tink ms khor is gonna roar when she c this.. haha.. concert at night was successful though we only had 40min for make upand dinner... super rush can.. but nvm.. cos it was fun.. i was like holding a hair spray, running ard, sparying ppl's hair when i c them.. hehe.. then after tt went for supper wif kah wee, alan, melissa.. tt mr how pangseh-ed us half way... haiz.. but nvm.. cos after tt we peace le.. so dun wanna tok abt it anymore yea..

24th dec..
christmas eve!!! yay.. spend the night wif him!! a unforgettable one yea!!
went to see doggies at 3rd floor of vivo city.. my god!! so cute la.. i wan to keep one too.. but i dun like those super big like sha pei and those super small de like chihuahua... haha.. then saw tis dog tt has super no fur... like some kinda of deer lo... skinny like hell...brown colour de.. my god la..

25th dec
went to aunt's hse in the afternoon for the annual christmas party.. got lots of food!! superlots.. sushi, satay, chicken wings, fish ball, otah, log cake, ham, jellies and lotsmore... wa.. c the foood already super super food liao la!! then tao-ed some for him since i am meeting him later.. hehe.. then went to watched i am lengend... didnt reli understand it lo.. but cant be borthered... haha..

26th dec
met him at vivo.. hehe.. ate yoshi beef bowl!! my god.. miss it super super lots lots!! haha.. went to c doggies again.. then at the grooming place saw tis super small puppy tt was being groom.. poor ting la... it was shivering like mad can.. so poor ting lo.. kinda pity it.. and saw the other door dying some colour.. haha.. funny lo.. nice nice lo..

2007-12-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

okays.. went out for the whole day.. haha.. watched national treasure wif him at vivo.. the GV max de.. so was like many many ppl.. but cant be bothered.. we are in our own worlds.. haha.. then after tt went for kim gary.. ate the pork chop burger and shared the french toast.. yum yum.. by tt time we finished was ard 5 le la.. lol.. then decided to go orchard which is wat we intended de...but cos it was rainin in the morning ma.. hehe.. so decided to go vivo lo.. got shelter all the way ma.. bleah.. walked ard, try to get a white top and silver shoes but cant make it.. sianzz.. didnt buy anyting lo... arghh.. then walked all the way to glass hseto eat fish and co.. we bothj didnt finish it la.. cos was kinda full but i simply love the passion fruit drink!!! hehe.. dun noe y.. its juz soda water wif passion fruit syrup lo.. but cant be bothered.. haha.. then rot ourselves away.. hehe..

choir concert is coming le... muz jiayou lo.. muz take care of voice!! wat can i do w/o a proper voice during concert day?? haha..

2007-12-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

went for choir todae in the afternoon.. hehe.. morning i was.. okays.. nvm.. shall not mention it.. hehe.. anyways.. todae choir was so horrible.. its like out of tune, sharp, flat.. watever all the shit.. tried swoping positions wif altos but cant work.. lol.. at least soprano one was doin fine i mean compared to others... haha.. sang tt dream sellers like dun noe how many times.. all sop ones almost fainted cos have to do phrasing tt lasted for 4 solid bars.. arghhh... my god la.. some more dun breathe then wil flat. breathe muz fast otherwise kanna "caught".. lol.. and we starting eating up words juz to breathe.. haha.. super funny la.. by the time we move to commerce rm and did 2 songs of longing.. i was like totally swtiched off le.. reli cant listen, juz sing in our own world le.. and luckily some where ard tis time yantong came!!! woot!!! finally one more sop 1 and the figure stil remains at the pathetic 6!! lol.. ok la.. at least one more person.. can breathe more.. haha..

ended rather early todae.. wanted to go tiong wif rose they all de.. but its like tt shumei goin off then rose meeting her aunt to buy clothes then yantong goin home for dinner.. then might as well i go home then on the way packet food and enjoy tv at home.. hehe.. finally gt to eat silently wif the tv!!! yay!!! then after tt rot and rot til now lo.. oh yea.. i finally managed to get junxian on the phone!! he is goin for tis sundays concert!! i reli hope we do well yea.. pray hard!!! and hope i can fit nicely into the dress by then!!

2007-12-16T21:01:00.000+08:00

hiaz.. life isnt good... y cant he be more understanding?? at times i reli juz feel tt i am ranked right below his list.. everyting includin soccer, tv... all comes first.. second time he hangs up my phone.. i swear i am not goin to cal him back... fuck man.. he said tt he is goin back to his oldself next mth... probably time for me to draw back my love slowly incase i hurt myself deeply!!! i reli detest the feeling of being hurt by love ones deeply!!! i hate it and i believe no one likes it... but.. i simply cant any more reasons to carry on like tt.. i need time.. i reli need time!! fuck off..

2007-12-14T21:17:00.000+08:00

okays.. i got some veri sad news.. i cant fit perfectly onto my choir dress.. my god.. diet is on,defintely on for me!! i dun care no matter wat.. if i eat too much i gonna make myself throw it up!!! i dun care otherwise i wont perform.. i am veri serious... i wil be so paiseh can... so.. nonono.. diet diet diet!! arghhh

oh yea.. went for choir todae.. hehe.. though the number is shrinkin, but the choir standard is stil there.. it is so called the quality ones.. haha.. learned dream seller and it was such a nice one espcially for the sop 1 part.. muz practice more to make it perfect!! i dun care.. i wil be a veri stubborn person from tmr onwards.. so ppl, step further otherwise i wil roar!!! i am reli goin to push myself over the fence.. i dun care!!!

and.. todae he went to find belinda for comfirmation letter.. and guess wat.. he was comfirmed and at the sametime promoted to 2nd ass. manager!! yay!!! finally.. jia yous worx..

2007-12-13T21:48:00.000+08:00

wee!! tmr last paper!! TBP.. my god.. dun borther la.. now can rmb, so hopefully tmr also can lo.. and after tt i am free.. finally.. reli hate the feeling of locking myself at home, telling myself to study when i totally refuse... haha.. and todae.. i went to watch warlords le.. my god... the guys inseide so shuai... but i dun reli understand.. dun borther.. all i noe i the story goes ard these 3 brothers who ended betrayed and killed each other cos of one woman.. and the woman also died.. so practically all died.. haha.. kinda stupid..

todae's esfac paper was acceptable except for those mcq quest.. abit out de..nvm.. anyways.. no high marks i suppose and no fail( of course, otherwise forcing myself is useless).. haha.. okays... then tmr last paper but i went out wiff a cant be bothered attitude.. bleah.. then after test tmr i goin for choir practice le.. yay.. hope everyting goes well.. haha.. otherwise paiseh lo..

2007-12-11T13:03:00.000+08:00

Wee.. Maths is gone for good sake since yest.. haha..could do most of it so i guess its alright yea.. haha.. anyways.. i wil be rotting at home for todae and tmr.. hehe.. cos no exams.. next wil be on thu.. lol.. and then fri.. and.. i am free!! yay..

saw qing ling's phone yest.. it was the one tt i wanted to buy long long ago.. but cos no money.. and so.. didnt buy yet.. anyways.. reli like the phone liao.. haizz... nvm.. when got money then say bahx.. bleah!!

2007-12-09T16:58:00.000+08:00

i miss him lots.. i feel so sorry.. cos he wasntfeeling well, but stil came out to meet me.. y?? cos he was afraid tt i wil misunderstand tt he simply doesnt wanna meet me plus we alreadt bought tickets for NANKING le.. so i bought him so medicine from home.. it reli breaks my heart.. i reli didnt noe tt he was tt sick.. haiz.. then some more went to esprit to shop cos got 20% discount for members.. i bought him a shirt.. yay.. but he was reli sick somemore insist on goin for the movie.. but end up he didnt go.. and guess wat.. the cinema was suppose to be full hse.. but i suppose cos of us it was not. haiz.. and before he left, he somemore wanna help me sell the tickets first... but i insist tt he goes home.. i wanna pei him to take train de.. but he didnt wan.. haiz..

feellin super worried for him... super guilty for askin him out.. but i swear i didnt noe until he called me and ask me to bring him medicine.. and at tt time, he was already at vivo le and he sounded real ok! haiz.. wat should i do now.. i am super super emo though i bought clothes tt i love lots!!!! simply not happy!!!

i need him
i need advise
i need a shoulder
i need a listenin ear

i wan him
i wan him to be well
i wan him by my side
i wan to c him
i wan to be there
i wan to take care of him
i wan to noe how he is doin

2007-12-08T15:37:00.001+08:00

okays.. time flies.. reli flies. term test is next wk leand i am stil rotting at home.. sianzz.. met him yest for lunch before goin to bugis library to meet qing ling, liza,yiwen to study.. was suppose to meet them at 1.. but i told them i wil be lat.. guess wat.. i was at tiong, goin to bugis already and they are stil in TP!!! arghh... wat.. i hv to wait again... nvm lo.. i go first.. and then.. ard 2 near three.. i ask liza if they are comin liao.. she say at aljunied.. and it took them 1 hours plus to reach library.. by that time i already no mood le plus i hv already done those maths paper liao.. so decided to leave with him and go for a walk.. hehe.. and decided todae not goin to meet them and to study at home instead...

2007-12-03T23:54:00.000+08:00

i skipped esfac lab todae la... juz to go and meet him.. haiz...hmm.. everyting went on fine.. i mean average.. forget it.. i swear i am not goin to mention it cos i promised him not to shed tears of saddness when he is not ard.. so ppl.. pls dun ask tmr.. do me a favour.. all i wanna say is i am fine.. reli.. haiz.. i guess he isnt feeling great either but he stil have to worry abt me.. y is he the one who always share my burden and i am always addin on to his burden? i feel so sorry.. i feel so useless.. my god.. haizz.. it reli pains me to c comforting me when he himself need someone to comfort him.. i am super useless.. but nvm.. i hv to be strong and u i believe i can!!!

days have been passing without me noticing.. everyday is so hurry.. everyday is so fast that i am backing out.. i cant take it anymore.. term test is coming.. ihtm reprot by friday.. my god... save me.. was listenin to by ella.. was so emo.. and guess wat... i hv decided tt i wil keep a dog!! probably if me and him can last cos he reli love dog and i am startin to love it too!! hehe.. i wan a huggable one but he didnt.. cos he is jealous of me huggin the dog instead of him.. lol.. i am reli getting crazy as each day pass.. plus i am super random these days!!!

2007-11-27T20:16:00.000+08:00

time reli flies.. my god la..i am like super not coping wif my work and i juz hope tt i can dun need to go to work anymore even though it wil be my last wk there.. sianzz.. well i guess i probably wont hv any feelings when i am there on sun cos i am so lookin forward to being jobless yea.. but probably when i hv time like during the sch hols then i wil miss yoshi lo.. but no matter wat.. the current me is so busy wif life tt everyting seems to move on even if it is w/o me..

haha.. finally i felt to rush tt ppl said when we are in poly.. hehe.. thx god tt he is always wif me to support me through.. thx lots!!! hehe...

but i guess i am missing out my frens.. ppl like jx, aaron, martin.. haha... tt grp of jokers..hehe..

2007-11-20T21:39:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. time seems to fly tis term.. everyting is in a super fast pace tt i cant catch up.. term test is comin in few wks time.. my god.. super busy.. tmr got maths quiz, thu htm quiz.. next mon psps presentation, wed jap presentation, thu tbp quiz.. god god god.. save me.. stil got choir prac.. ahhh.. help mw.. anyways..

my last day on woke at yoshinoya wil be the 2nd dec... ppl.. if u guys wanna come.. come b4 tt otherwise.. gone.. hehe..

me and him and doin super fine!!! been more than a mth cos we started on the oct 11th... pppl... wish me luck!!! hehe

2007-11-11T13:17:00.000+08:00

haha... took mcon fri cos not feeling well.. wats worst was i went for choir prac at ms khor's hse yest and made my throat more painful then ever.. my god.. kinda regretted yea.. sianz... cos i believe no one wil like the feelin of burnin throat sensation.. plus.. tt wonderful mum of mine cook curry chicken.. yum yums right.. but i simply dun hv the tempation..mayb cos i noe tt i am on the brink of losin my voice le.. but i tink i wil stil take some.. the most is c doc agian only... dun feel like goin to work later.. but cant lei..if i take mc then mr how wil have to work full shift le yea. tis is not wat i wan.. how can i let him feel so tired by workin full shift.. so.. i shall drag myself there later no matter wat.. hehe.. at least i get to him.. and he dun hv to work so hard yea.. bleah..

2007-11-07T23:35:00.000+08:00

haha... i am super busy now.. got presentation to do for psps and jap class.. but cant be bothered.. haha.. wish me luck ppl..i am now listenin to those choir songs tt we are suppose to learn by sat.. well well well.. i hope i can.. trying my best ya..

wondering abt me and him??? hmm.. we are stil together.. hehe.. dun worry.. rather stable now but at times we stil quarrel.. but we solve it within a hour.. he wont let me go home unhappy coshe noes i tink alot de... hehe..

abt job?? yoshinoyaaaaaaaaaaa.. time for me to wave gdbye.. i am handin my resignation latter to geraldine on fri when i c her.. i tink stayin at hfc is givein me and him lots of trouble cos ppl take us as fool and for granted.. and i resign partly cos i wanna hv more time wif him.. cos now right... its either i work or he work.. or both of us off together de.. yea.. so veri difficult for us.. haiz.. and he always needa stay back or come durin off days to help.. i noe tt he is veri tired le.. and he is always worryin for me.. so i might as well quit.. let him hv a peace of mind.. and i can study more!! hehe!!!

2007-10-31T21:19:00.000+08:00

boo!! i have gone missin for a few days i guess.. lol.l super busy la.. haha.. was busy goin out yea.. hehe.. met him on mon and tue.. todae is wed... and tmr i goin to c him again yea.. lol.. super miss him when not wif him lo.. hehe.. he accompanied me take train yest after dinner at tampines mall de fish and co.. yum yum.. i reli like the fish and chips there!! hehe... i have reli nv thought tt one fine day. there wil be a guy who sits beside me and pei me through the long journey from sch to home or vice-versa.. so i was reli happy and i could feel how blessed i was..!! thank god for everyting yea.. hehe..

todae maths tutorial was disatrous.. yanni joined us since she got nth to do... dun noe y allof a sudden yiwen and yanni started arguin wif tt teacher.. i wasnt reli listenin as i was busy copyin jap's stuff yea.. but when i look up.. i saw the teacher's face not veri good le eh..haiz..then somemore todae they goin to c director abt changin teacher issue.. hope tt everyting went smooth for them yea..

went to bugis durin tt 4 hr break wif qing ling.. hehe.... i bought him a red(spongbob) and pink(ultra man) de boxers.. lol..who ask him always bully me!!! he wil hv to wear tt for sure!!! haha

2007-10-28T11:43:00.000+08:00

todae its sun... the weekend is goin to end soon.. sianzz.. first wk of sch has ended in a blink and my mum has come back from holidays.. weeee... finally she is back.. no moreworry of money, food and all sorts of rubbish yea.. hehe..

sch has started reli fast and i have a bad feelin tt it wil be a super busy semster yea.. plus.. i guess i am goin to have less time wif him yea.. cos stil need to work. so i am considering of leavin work.. cos a part time sup reli have too much committments le.. so mayb wanna resign and get a week-end job.. probably retail bahx.. cos pay/hr is definietly higher ya.. also thought of not workin le.. but i guess i wil die yea.. cos i dun wanna be at home during weekends since i wont study for the whole day..

so shall c how bahx.. cos yoshi has a place in me.. its where i met him.. met many good frens.. hehe.. somemore it has lots of memories tt are so important to me yea.. so.. needa consider abt it first yea.. hmm.. sometimes i tink tt mayb if i am not promoted.. tings might be better...

anyways.. siew ling todae last day at hfc le.. so i wish her all the best and cheers to more peace at HFC!!!!! yay!!!! i sound so bad yea..

2007-10-25T21:36:00.000+08:00

todae i..... i managed to attend all lessonsfor the day!!! yay.. lol.. i sound so proud yea.. hehe.. cos todae got 4 lect and a 2-hr lab lo.. the compulsory de is only the lab yea.. but i went for all 4 lect leix.. i am so proud yea.. hehe.. the total buildin performance(TBA) reli sux la.. lol.. its simliar to CADS.. and the lecturer is a total failure.. the class is so noisy wif ppl laughin like market and he stil can carry on.. lol.. todae failure la Dr.Earnest Chua... lol..

anyways.. i took jap for CDS and it was super fun.. learn jap languauge.. fun fun fun.. hehe.. i shall speak jap to u ppl soon!!

2007-10-24T21:14:00.000+08:00

getting super emo now.. munchin on famous amous cookies now to distract myself... at first i was super ok de.. even run away straight after lesson to town and hang out for ard 2 hrs plus wif qing ling.. while on the way, i told him tt i was havin break, gointo town... guss wat.. he said take care, enjoy my walk wif some kind of attitude.. i tinki he wasnt tt happy.. but i simply cant tink of a reason why is he reacting tis way.. i ask him.. he said "wat la.. todae busy u noe".. i was like tinkin there is no need for me to show tis kind of attitude.. u can juz dun reply.. i even bothered to ask him wats wrong and he said nth is wrong.. he is ok.. and ended wif "i love u".. i hope tt he is reli alright... hopin tt i am over sensitive.. haiz.... then was tinkin alot while on the train back, almost cried.. haiz.. when i finished sch and reached home, i didnt sms-ed him like i usually did since i tink he might feel tt i am stickin ard him too much.. but i... nvm.. forget it..

sometimes i tink he is right when he says tt i love him more than he love me.. but i simply wished tt the statement was the other way round!!!

2007-10-21T22:13:00.000+08:00

wa.. i hv gone missing for weeks.. sorry ppl.. hehe..was super busy... work, wif him, wif packin my room...

okays... first abt work.. everyting is goin as normal.. juz tt for sure eileen wil not be goin over to new store, and siew ling has to go.. well.. mayb its good for hfc.. no offence.. i mean, yes, we lost a good counter crew, but at least one more
"trouble" maker has left.. yoshi hfc is gettin more peace than before.. i reli enjoy it.. its like cos everyting is goin well, reli in a big family... oh yea... and auntie linda is back!!!! my god.. miss her super super lots lots.. she used to be my best kitchen buddy before kah wee and i can tel u.. her kitchen back-up skill is stil super powerful de yea...hehe..

okays..now abt him.. me and him already had some conflict.. the day when he said someting hurtful which he didnt mean it.. i mean if we are stil frens i wil stil be abrgy, but not to the extend of crying, not forgivin.. haiz.. i tink girls in relationship tend to be more emotional.. well.. i dun noe.. mayb it happens only on me lo.. hehe.. but i reli reli like him... my god.. reli... super crazy now yea.. and he is a veri nice guy.. his care and concern reli touched me... but i tink one fine day he wil juz leave me if i stil continue wif my wilful-ness.. lol.. worry-ing lo.. haizzz... wat should i do.. sianzz... we went to watch our first mid night movie on the 21st(sun) mornin at 1210am de.. watched brothers..

now lastly abt my new furnitures.. mum bought me a new bed, new book shelf and a cabinet i tink.. i dun noe how to descirbe it.. lol.. i was stayin at home, stretchin my necks long, hopin tt they wil come early... and true enought they came befor 3, i wasnt late for work... thx lots.. delivery man!!!!

lets tok abt todae.. went sentosa in the mornnin wif xiuting.. cos her brother got adminsion to the keepel funfair.. it was f-o-c.. lol.. we all thought it was fun.. but it was not.. go there and do nth.. so many i_____ ppl la.. as it was sunny.. all the body odours can be smelt.. and there goes my beauty slp.. lol.. then went to take the beach tram to enjoy the wind abit before chiong-in to msq for lunch.. was super hungry by then.. had kfc before goin to k-box wif martin, jx, aaron,rj,cindy!!!
reli miss them lots.. rmb those happy times tt we shared.. and tt cindy cut her hair.. so not her lo.. hehe.. and she is jealous of my hair now.. hehe.. we sang like mad.. reli sang our hearts out.. mayb cos we didnt go for a long time so we rlei enjoyed ourselves... hehe... then smuggled some food... like chips and shinlin de XXL-chick.. we added extra spicy.. and it was super spicy.. reli the whole ting is red de.. my god la.. jx, xt, aaron was like.... fire on their heads cos they cant reli take it.. for me and martin, was stilrather acceptable.. hehe.. this shows the difference yea.. hehe.. reli enjoyed myself todae.. reli lots lots.. thx frens..!!!

sch gonna start tmr... currently no feelings.. dun noe wat to do..cos cant c him for days.. my god..

2007-10-13T03:10:00.000+08:00

okays... ppl.. i am officially goin to malaysia later.. and wish me luck cos i dun tink i can wake uponce i fal asleep.. but.. i am so gonna miss my bed if i dun slp plus my kia-ra...jx i hope u stil rmb her yea... hehe.. sadded tt i cant bring her along.. she is too big yea..

okays.. i got two "hand gloves"..one sheep and one leopard i tink and a bag of chocos.. hehe.. thx my mr A... and i found a heart shape necklace.. hehe.. my god.. u are sooooooooo sweet la.. i am reli so not wrong abt u yea.. hehe... i tink he is juz afraid tt i might not take it when i am in malaysia cos i told him tt idun feel like goin.. lol..

but i am ok le yea.. dun worry!!!

and c u ppl on tues.. hehe...

muz miss me horx!!!

2007-10-12T00:16:00.000+08:00

okays... good mood todae!!! i finally cna admit tt i have been reli slackin recently durin work yea.. rottin aways.. i dun even check if stocks are enough for my shift.. sianzzz.. wat has happen to me i also dun noe yea.. i was soo mood-less to work cos of him.. but startin from tmr.. i promise tt i am goin to back like before.. be hard workin.. even if i have no motivation.. force myself yea.. hehe..

i am declarin tt i am officially attached to mr A yea..

2007-10-09T00:28:00.000+08:00

haiz.. life hasnt been good tis far... i am finally startin to accept the fact tt i like him... but the problem is... his attitude and his actions makes me tink twice as to whether i wanna be wif him anot.. haiz.. he got tis heck care attitude in work recently tt makes me super unhappy... but i believe tt he doesnt noe or rather he noes but simply cant be bothered.... at times, his attitude even made me feel tt i am juz havin some one-sided love.. and its me who likes him more than he loves me..

haiz.. y muz he always do tings tt makes me reconsider my decisions..

2007-10-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

yay.. i havent been cryin so badly these two days.. anyways.. i did someting tt i feel like i am mad..i cycled from east coast park to changi airport there.. and it was long long long.. but our dstinationwas changi village which i gave up.. well well.. it was suppose to be a class bbq.. but seems like ppl pangseh-ed again..lol. then qing ling called and ask me to go join them since there was only 8 of them left.. sianzz right.. then i brought tom, kah wee, alan, darren there..

so after havin some food.. me, qing ling, liza, yanni went to cycle since i veri long didnt cyclele..lol.. it was super funny la.. cos i can cycle in the right path one moment.. then next moment goin off track, abt to bang into others.. hehe.. at first juz wanted to go to changi jetty de.. then after tt tom, kah wee they all joined us.. and so we cycle, cycle, cycle.. i keep askin them go where go where.. then tt turtle say near liao near liao.. wa.. super buffin lo..

but its ok lo.. it was fun and nice to c those aeroplanes takin off.. super near to the planes la.. hehe.. i was in super good mood after i c those aeroplanes..lol.. i dun noe y.. but i tink i sought of have sorted out my tinkin.. i shall leave everyting to fate.. instead of me strugglin, wasting my tears..

dun u tink its better for me??

2007-10-02T00:44:00.000+08:00

okays.. juz read qing lings's blog and realise tt we were kinda lost abt each other's info since it was the long lon sch hols.. lol.. but i tink she noe my problems more than i noe hers cos i am always the one keepin her updated.. lol..

haiz.. days has been flyin and i realise tt sch wil start soon.. in ard 3 wks time bahx..sianzz... i am reli startin to dread the idea of goin to work cos it took me courage to walk into the store when i noe tt he is there.. but since tt we have promised to be back like before.. i got to do it.. haiz.. i always took deep breaths before i step into the store and i can assure tt no one noes.. i mean who cares right.. its not their business anyways..

i am now juz hopin tt sch's timetable wil be out soon so tt i can arrange myself.. and i am reli mentally prepared to tender my resignation and find a wk-end, higher pay job.. i have reli struggled through and came to tis decision and i hope u ppl who read wil support me.. reli.. i noe tt to some it might be a stupid choice since i hv already come tis far.. but.. i reli dun hv the strength to carry on.. i used to have the motivation by tinkin tt i wil be super near to him once again once th enew store opens.. but the delay is reli killin me.. slowly.. i wil rather i kill myself by resignin instead of being tortured to death.. yea.. so tt's my decision yea..

2007-09-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

okays... was enjoyin my two days off.. off on sat, sun is reli an enjoy.. y?? cos u get to be like all others.. can go out durin week ends... kinda rare if u work in service line.. lol.. was out in the afternoon wif qing ling.. to vivo and to bugis... drop by yoshi and was kinda dissappointed cos ah how was stil as cold.. i dun noe wat happenor wat i did but he has started to ignorin me since wed night.. lol.. he and ismail was tokin abt me the whole afternoon in malay, in front of me cos i dun understand..well well.. then ismail told me tt ah how wanted to marry me and all the rubbish which no one wil buy i mean seriously.. lol... but i seriously dun understand wats wrong.. i mean i care as s fren.. and nth else.. but i am not gonna beg him to tl me.. cos he is stil not worth tt much seriously..

then was told by siew ling tt ah how was moody.. very moody after c-ing me.. i was like... huh????? i didnt do anyting leix... then i also came to noe tt he wil start woo-ing a woman next wk.. i am praying hard tt i am not the lucky one cos i wil not appreciate.. hehe.. sound so bad right..

was out the whole night wif cai yun, sok kwan, kah wee, tom, alan... went to k-box.. midnight de.. super cool la... u get to sing til they close the next mornin at 6am if they dun hv lots of bookings which happens most of the time... hehe.. we sang our hearts out... could c everyone was tired but continue singing.. hehe.. was high de lo.. then me and cai yun left ard 5am cos wanna be home before my dad wakes up at ard 6am.. then the 4 of them continued to sing lo.. hehe.. me and cai yun took a cab to my hse( oh anyways. cai yun was stayin at my hse, sayin tt my parents were at malaysia.. tt's how she got approval).. we slacked awhile before lyin dead on bad til ard one plus when korkor called to wake me up.. hehe.. then lied on bed and chatted for awhile before washin face and eat.. hehe...

then went out to orchard to shop ard at 4 plus.. went to eat thai express.. yummy!! then went to taka to find tom and he slacked wif us at wisma though he was on shift la.. lol.. he got so many crew tt he got no worries.. hehe.. tok abt our ex-manager which was a pervert... tt HKM!! lol.. then tom went back and we shopped ard... i bought a heels from charles and keith and happily went home!!!

2007-09-19T00:22:00.000+08:00

okays.. super busy workin.. also nth much to write lo.. reli strugglin to tink i f to request for transfer anot.. i am afraid tt i wil regret.. i am waitin for the new store to open.. wait til my neck is super long.. cos its the only chance tt i can be brought closer to him u c.. so i have been waitin.. but it seems years.. and the urge to tel jay tt i wanna transfer is getting stronger cos i seriuosly cant take it when they dun wanna listen to me.. mostly ismail... super irrtatin.. i got so irritated tt i told him to go home after him scoldin me a series of bad words and askin me to get out of the kitchen.. halo!!! tis isnt the way to speak even if u are jokin.. and he clock out ard ten mins later.. smsed me sorry at night..

well its not tt i am tryin to act or wat.. but even if it is frens, no one wil speak like tt de lo.. plus i am like super stress of the new promotion not sellin.. arghhhh... so i juz ask him to get lost.. lol..

2007-09-10T01:02:00.000+08:00

okays.. now is mon early mornin. hehe..

went out wif tom, kah wee, cai yun... hehe... watched 1408 in the afternoon wif kah wee and tom while cai yun went dating.. lol.. it was an accepatable show.. hehe.. then slack st yoshi for awhile before training down to ps to meeet cai yun and yewhin.. hhee.. they together for 1 mth le worx.. time flies yea.. then went to eat cafe cartel.. could tel tt cai yun and yew hin is now more lovin as compared to last time.. mayb cos we are all more matured now.. they juz look like .. lol.. then went to watch rouge assasin wif cai yun, tom, and kah wee while yew hin went home to prepare for exams tmr.. well.. wish him all the best for prelims.. hehe.. anyways.. the show wasnt reli veri nice cos it was killin most of the time.. and it sounded funny in english..sianzz.. but ok la.. stil acceptable lo..

then wanted to kill our time singin away but they were all too expensive and it already 10 liao.. so decided to go home and as usal, we cabbed home like some rich kids.. hehe.. i seriously find myself cabbing alot recently cos i was often wakin up late.. i tink i got to get rid of tis bad habit before all my money goesto cabbin.. hehe

2007-09-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

haha... gone missing for a few days...i am livin fine tis few days except for my right toe.. awwww.. i didnt take good care of it while it was changing nails.. so it didnt reli grow out but grow in.. it hurts and got some infection.. the whole toe was red and super swelling on sat night.. it was painful.. then sun mornin told my mum abt it and she made me put medicine, wrap it and "ADVISE" me not to wear shoe.. yea yea.. so i wore slipper, intendin to change to shoe when start work.. but.. hehe... managed to wear slipper throughout since my toe was reli big. haha..

then took mc todae.. actually it was much better but i juz wanted to stay at home to get those yoshi stuff done and i managed to finish it thx to my mum!! hehe.. she reli help me alot.. i cut one= she cut man..of course la.. she tailor leix.. so i juz drew andcut out on paper and the rest it hers.. lol... i finished includin the burnin.. i can finally slp wif peace.. hehe. somemore tmr i off also.. then was told by ms eileen tt i am suppose to tel geraldine wat size i wear for the manager uniform.. i was like... huh...?? so fast meh.. then she said.. yea.. monica say so..

tt monica again.. she got serious problem.. i reli dun like tt shirt cos it shows responsibility, plus tt turtle cap.. irritatin la.. hinders speed when doin kitchen.. so i am tryin to act blur like i dun noe.. hehe..

2007-08-29T20:09:00.001+08:00

okays.. gone missin for a few days liao.. haha.. cos was busy preparin for exams and multi-taskin.. haha.. i was watchin show while studyin.. so imagine how busy i was with some guilt in me but i juz cant help it.. 2 papers are gone.. left wif one.. the 2 papers are okays but i comfrim wont do well.. sianzz..nvm.. shallnt sart regretting sbt the stuff tt i did which makes me feel regretful BECOS its over.. no use cryin over spilt milk.. went to bugis yest wif charlene.. was suppose to meet eileen and siew ling to buy yoshi de shirt but failed...then planned to met aaron, xt, and martin since jx wil also be wif me.. met xt and aaron at ard 5.. went to walk ard... shoppe wif charlene.. gald tt they can be frens la.. hehe..

sianzz.. and i realise tt after my exams.. i am only left wif like few days to settle tt yoshi shirt stuff.. god.. hope tt ppl can help me.. reli.. hehe.. super sian lo.. got lots of stuff to do and i am left with one paper dangling.. makes me no mood but hv to force myself cos it's the subject tt my memory is empty.. so its like got to start from beingin..

i feel tt i myself is a super random person.. i can cry tis moment and laugh the next moment.. but its always becos of the same pperson.. how dumb can i get huh.. i feel tt i am so hopeless to be deeply in love ONE-SIDED-LY.. my god.. plus i dun noe wat ah how wil say to me on fri.. arghhhhhhhh...

ppl.. wish me luck!!

2007-08-22T19:45:00.000+08:00

ok.. i am seriously getting into depression state.. mygod.. sianzz.. i went to sch todae.. i drag myself out of bed cos it was in the mornin and i couldnt get to slp yest night.. sianzz... i was obviously late in meetin yanni.. then went to meet qing ling and liza at tamp.. then went to sch.. reach ard 1030am like tt.. the lesson was suppose to startat 10... then guess wat.. raymond was late too.. lol... and we stil earlier then him.. he said he was not feeling well.. so got difficulty gettin out of bed... then he carried on wif his lesson.. blah blah blah... was reli bored but force myself to listen.. tick tock tick tock tick tock... finally lesson end.. wentfor lunch at flavours... but those stores tt we eat wasnt oopen.. stupid can.. thx to joe and kenrick la.. i say was go design sch eat de lo.. ok nvm..

was supposed to meet mr lok but we cant seemed to find me at 130pm.. he called me at ard 145 sayin can we meet at 230 instead... i was like.. ok.. nvm... then i went home but i tink qing ling they all went... i was so mody but no one noes.. sianzz..

reach home ard 3plus then use comp the get REBUS out and finally got it done!! yay!! its 7pages my fren.. juz eat tt and go for exam.. comfim can.. hehe.. but i doubt i can make it.. seiously. haha.. so forget it...

i reli wanna study now but seriously no mood, no motivation.. then plus got the news tt eileen gointo leave hfc le.. reli goin to clarke quay... my goodness.. she wanted to bring me but jay they all dun allow.. they say only can bring crew so she is gona bring siew ling along... ok.. she wil be gone.. but tt means hfc wil be in trouble cos short of one powerful counter crew.. sianzz..

2007-08-16T21:27:00.000+08:00

lols.. i hv gone missing for a few days.. lol.. super busy wif that stupid rebus plus tt WRTORAL presentation which i stil crew up.. hiazz.. nvm forget it.. dun wanna tok abt it.. ok..

finally everyting is over for the term.. haha.. tmr not goin sch.. goin to work instead.. u noe wat.. it seems like many ppl who dun study has started studyin for exams.. lol.. i am stil slackin away.... haha..

i am now super lookin forward to meetin jx they all on mon instaed of sun.. cos i wil laugh until mad... comfirm one.. hehe.. i seriously hope tt those ppl were in the same class as me now.. my god.. haha.. any ways.. got to cheer up..

i dun tink i wil hv time to blog lo.. cos wil be workin.. wil be back prob on sun.. hehe.. cya

2007-08-11T23:25:00.001+08:00

ok.. i hv gone missin for a few days.. haha.. was busy doin closin at yoshi.. haiz.. after these few days of continuos workin... i realise tt i totally hv no stand in yoshi.. to them.... i guess its time for me to leave hfc le.. seriously.. i reli cant stand it when she orders me ard.. its reli too much.. halo... i am ur sup and u are juz a crew which stands no place.. my god..

and i havnet done anyting for the rebus project.. sianzz.. mon i am goin to tt zhang dong liang concert. then tue muz hand in le.. and todae is sat night.. so muz chiong lo.. sianz.. but my mind is tellin me to go play game.. haha..

2007-08-08T00:01:00.000+08:00

wa.. angry sia... me, qing ling, liza were suppose to meet at 1030 at tampines inter.. then i woke up at 10 intendin to take a cab down straight to sch.. then when i woke up, i told qing ling tt i wil be late.. i cal at abt 1030 like tt.. then she say she at home goin to leave hse le.. i was like ok... then i told her to sms me when they meet at tam inter.. i waited and waited until eleven plus.. then i left hse.. i sms-ed them and liza told me she juz reachinn tam.. i was like ok.. i was already on the cab.. i was actually tinkin of takin train de.. but i was like... dun be so bad to pangseh them.. so i flagged a cab.. guess wat.. i was the first to reach sch at ard 1145.. and i waited for them for like 10-15 min.. wat is tis man.. i took effort to spend excatly 13 bucks to reach sch, controllin myself not to hv tis kind of heck care attitude and tis happened.. and one of u was the one who didnt want to meet later.. y like tis.. my god.. i am super du lan la.. then when they came, they stil believed tt i am tt good tempered me, not angry.. can i ask if u were me u wil du lan not..

then spend time at the library wasting time.. ok i was partly at fault.. then wanted to go forCADS lec... and tt stupid woman didnt come.. then kah wee smsed and ask if i wanna go c yoshi bowlin.. i was like.. caught in btw cos got 2 hrs of tut... ok.. nvm.. i went for the bowlin.. well... i didnt regret cos i saw ppl like john, chito, mummy, tom, korkor... some of them from one look noes tt i am not in good mood.. and tried to cheer me up.. i was like so gald to hv these ppl ard me!! even jay made his belly grow like 30% bigger by breathin out... haha.. i dun noe how but he juz did it.. lol.. we were all laughin like mad.. and.. kor kor reli noes how to bowl worx... chito is darn f-in good at it too!!

pissed me

2007-08-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

my goddness.. everyitng is pissing me off.. i am startin to hate goin sch again.. my god.. i am seriously missing "the lunch grp" pppl..my godness.. agrhh... she reli make me pissed off todae can.. havin tt kaisu attitude when its her part and havin tt heck care attitude when it's not hers.. my god.. why is she like tt... and i cant believe tt i am sayin tis. reli.. she is my gd fren but i juz got pissed off.. tis has nv happen in GESS seriously.. arghh..

sometimes i reli wonder y is it tt i cant live harmoniously wif themm.. ijuz wonder.. it is my problem instead of theirs.. cos i am juz being stupid, juz being stubborn by refusin to adapt? arghhh.. i finally understand my senior's feelin when she said she mis gess after graduation, 1 yr earlier then me.. haiz.. i was stil laughin at her.. i guess tis is retribution bahx.. sob sob.. everyting hasnt been goin well for me and i am forcin myself to do tings tt i dun like... i drag myself out of bed every mornin especially when i hv sch.. my god..

todae's autocad assignment sux like shit.. not cos i dun noe how to do, cos i hv no time.. my god.. first time i noe how to do the quest but cos no time i didnt finish.. arghhh.. hate it!!

super f-ed day

2007-08-05T00:03:00.000+08:00

wa.. it was like a wonderful mornin la.. then i went to work.. was 30min early.. ok.. then everyting goes well.. til the nite came.. arghhhhh.. i was so f-ed up by tis stupid ah how girl's fren who do lobby so slowly... purposely de can... cos she dun like do lobby.. but i already got jj and siew ling at counter liao then wat she wan sia.. somemore her service sux like anyting..

then tt siew ling went for half hr break cos her sis was here.. i was like.. wat the.. then i took over counter.. and guess wat.. i hv to top up everyting for her.. arghhhhhh... reli gettin f-ed up liao.. its like if dun top up.. later rush no more le then who suffer.. stil me cos she wil scream and ask other crew to take from store room as if like she dun hv legs la.. always one.. then she came in then keep sayin sorry.. ask if i was angry.. i was like no.. but in my heart i was soooooo irritated..

then ard 8 plus where everyone wasnt so interested in sales anymore.. those ppl start comin in in all directions... always one lo.. then tis siew ling was also f-ing me up by keep apologisin when she knew tt she has done stuff tt i dun like.. i mean wat is the point tt u say sorry when u purposely do someting tt i dun like.. not once, not twice, but everytime.. tis is getting so irritatin.. then its like they dun reli respect me sia.. tt siew ling was screamin at the top of her voice: "TAN SEE KIA.. u come in".. i was like.. halo.. customers are all outside and i am countin money.. and its like u are the shift in charge instad of me can.. and she ask me in juz to see a few bowls under the ice machine.. it was believed tt tt stuid ah how's gal fren dropped it and didnt pick up.. i was like so.. juz picked it up la.. she already go home liao.. wat can u do.. then durin closing.. she was like tokin on the phone.. then alan help her do.. then i got to takeover alan to help kitchen... arghhhh... pls la.. she is like so not automatic... my god..

i tink i was tel eileen i was transfer liao!!

Super DOg

2007-08-03T23:55:00.001+08:00

yum yum.. todae went to eat super dog wif sotong, lizard, yiwen, yanni and fion... wa...when we were on the way, met tis group of china ppl who wanted to go sentosa... so yiwen and fion agreed to bring them along since we were goin vivo.. sianz... like free tour guide can.. but one of the lady was actually a principal of some dance sch.. mygod.. lol...

okays... we were like super hungry which on the way there.. then when reach vivo mrt, yiwen and fion brought them to tt monorail while the rest followed me to yoshi.. cos i put my bag there first ma... then we went to super dog to meet the two of themm.. we waited like mad.. so decided to queue, then buy, then eat first.. wa... it was super nice la.. but my mood was kinda spoilt cos we got da xiao jie wif us la.. my god..

Mad MAn

2007-08-02T19:53:00.000+08:00

ok great.. i reach home kinda late todae... rad 5 plus.. day in sch was challenging.. first was tt maths quiz tt wasnt like a quiz after which was facom quiz.. they both drive me mad.. after quiz chiong to tm to take some pic for rebus project.. before tt was darn f-ing hungry so went to eat.. yay!! i finally aet my ajisen ramen which i mention millions of times.. haha.. was darn full la.. and liza has like 1/4 of her ramen unfinished.. so watse food worx.. after which was wrtoral. another irritating one.. todae was a rehearsal for op test.. sianz... felt kinda wired standing infront of the class givin a presentation.. lol..

ok.. the interesting part.. ne and yanni went to take train together.. saw fion and her fren on the train.. the train came and we board... fion and her fren were sitting opposite me ans yanni.. we actually wanted to sit wif them but didnt cos there was an old english man which look wired. and he is...
we were ard kallang mrt when he suddenly tapped on fion's leg.. there was tis middle aged woman sittin in btw them... as expected, fion and her fren was shock.. and guess wat tt man said... "excuse me excuse me.. u are such a disgrace to ur sch and ur urself.. come to my sch and i wil teach u how to respect urself.. i understand everyting u said.. tok tok tok.. talk softly to urself!!" my god.. wat is like wrong wif tis guy.. he is tryin to imply tt they were tokin too loudly.. as if like we werent suppose to tok on the train.. and they were tokin veri loudly.. guess wat.. their topic is cake cos they were on their way to buy doughnuts.. wa lao.. that guy darn lame can.. he is like crazy and i guess he is the one tt has no manners la.. yanni was abt to rebut back but i stopped her.. and tis uncle who was sittin beside her told her to ignore tt english man cos he is crazy.. lol... i guess so too..

then i told yanni if he scolded us instead, itwould be a diff scenery.. we comfirm wil rebut back. its like halo.. they werent too much to chat on the train plus they werent screamin at the top of their voices!!! arghhh.. if i were in fion's shoe, i wil tel tt guy to NOT take the train but instead own a car since he doesnt like ppl tokin.. and tel him to shut the wole train's ppl before i keep silence...

arghhh. tis is so irritating.. defintely a spoiler man!!!! dun let me c tis old man on train again.. other wise i wil sit beside him and keep mumbling to myself to irritated him!!!!